10-01-2023, 07:00 PM
Day 9,
The anger is back. I want to act in some productive way but I'm literally doing next to nothing. Martial arts, cardio, voice lessons.
But I don't pick up the guitar nearly as much. I don't play video games. But I'm simply watching dumb YouTube videos for hours.
I'm libel to drop the business course that I'm taking; they promised me something by the end of the week, and it hasn't come through per se.
Someone who is taking the course along with me will be sharing what he knows about a topic I need help with.
But I've been immobilized with no direct action steps from the course for the past 1-2 weeks.
This meeting is tomorrow; if I don't get what I'm looking for from it, I'll likely end my time in the course.
A payment is due on the 4th, so I'll announce my intent to not continue payment, which is done manually.
The anger is back. I want to act in some productive way but I'm literally doing next to nothing. Martial arts, cardio, voice lessons.
But I don't pick up the guitar nearly as much. I don't play video games. But I'm simply watching dumb YouTube videos for hours.
I'm libel to drop the business course that I'm taking; they promised me something by the end of the week, and it hasn't come through per se.
Someone who is taking the course along with me will be sharing what he knows about a topic I need help with.
But I've been immobilized with no direct action steps from the course for the past 1-2 weeks.
This meeting is tomorrow; if I don't get what I'm looking for from it, I'll likely end my time in the course.
A payment is due on the 4th, so I'll announce my intent to not continue payment, which is done manually.
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