Last night was my first night back on DMSI after just over a month of OGSFv1. I’ve been contemplating why I’m cycling DMSI and OGSF, and I realised that it is because it is my experience and assumption that OGSF is non-specific in the direction of its clearing.
For a while now, I’ve been wanting access to DMSI v3.3 because its clearing module is specifically focused on clearing what needs to be cleared for DMSI to execute. On multiple occasions, Shannon has said that he removed the clearing in later versions of DMSI because the subconscious can use the clearing as an excuse to avoid executing DMSI, and I recently realised that his design and intent with DMSI is not aligned with my intention with using the program.
I’m not using DMSI hoping for the results it promises. I’m using DMSI hoping that it will give me the growth, clearing, and life experiences that permanently shift my self-perception, and undermine the fears that prevented me from naturally having success with women in the first place. I don’t mind if the rest of DMSI executes, as long as I get over whatever trauma and experiences have prevented me from being successful women my whole life, and it clears the way for me to develop in this area on my own accord. I don’t trust that the generic healing and clearing programs (OGSF, EPRHA, etc.) will help deal with this because they’re non-specific in their direction, and they haven’t helped so far despite running different versions of OF and OGSF for close to two years in total. I am very specific in the direction that I want the healing and clearing.
I continue with DMSI because I think it’s the best option currently available to me to achieve my goal, and I’m hopeful that it helps me achieve my goals in this area because it’s necessary for DMSI to achieve its goals.
One of the benefits that came from running OGSF this cycle was that I had the realisation that I’m afraid of my fears, and respond by running from them instead of facing them. That’s an interesting realisation because I think it’s an important stepping stone in overcoming my fears. I’m surprised that I haven’t had this realisation earlier given how long I’ve run OF and OGSF, but better late than never.
I’m feeling very hopeful that DMSI will push through this time, and that I don’t need to cycle OGSF again. Let’s see how things go.
For a while now, I’ve been wanting access to DMSI v3.3 because its clearing module is specifically focused on clearing what needs to be cleared for DMSI to execute. On multiple occasions, Shannon has said that he removed the clearing in later versions of DMSI because the subconscious can use the clearing as an excuse to avoid executing DMSI, and I recently realised that his design and intent with DMSI is not aligned with my intention with using the program.
I’m not using DMSI hoping for the results it promises. I’m using DMSI hoping that it will give me the growth, clearing, and life experiences that permanently shift my self-perception, and undermine the fears that prevented me from naturally having success with women in the first place. I don’t mind if the rest of DMSI executes, as long as I get over whatever trauma and experiences have prevented me from being successful women my whole life, and it clears the way for me to develop in this area on my own accord. I don’t trust that the generic healing and clearing programs (OGSF, EPRHA, etc.) will help deal with this because they’re non-specific in their direction, and they haven’t helped so far despite running different versions of OF and OGSF for close to two years in total. I am very specific in the direction that I want the healing and clearing.
I continue with DMSI because I think it’s the best option currently available to me to achieve my goal, and I’m hopeful that it helps me achieve my goals in this area because it’s necessary for DMSI to achieve its goals.
One of the benefits that came from running OGSF this cycle was that I had the realisation that I’m afraid of my fears, and respond by running from them instead of facing them. That’s an interesting realisation because I think it’s an important stepping stone in overcoming my fears. I’m surprised that I haven’t had this realisation earlier given how long I’ve run OF and OGSF, but better late than never.
I’m feeling very hopeful that DMSI will push through this time, and that I don’t need to cycle OGSF again. Let’s see how things go.
