09-13-2023, 12:00 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-13-2023, 12:10 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Its too much, dunno if I can allow that much of this bigness into my Life, MY world
fear of it being too much to handle
too much to carry
heavy responsibility = no fun, sadness sorrow misery etc.... what!!??
fear of being out of control - loss of control fear of falling apart, ect
Inner world fears, inner boy, stay where its safe 'stuff' is up
This stuff was up big time today so I decide to run one 90 minute loop on my day "Off" from Money Magnet
I seem to be handle this extra unexpected run well this afternoon. I AM literally running it now
Feeling like my "Pipes" of allowance of goodness, money, abundance, good things comin in, are being plowed over and being replaced with bigger much more expansive Pipes of In Flow & Allowance.
Deeper things are definitely happening below the surface !!
fear of it being too much to handle
too much to carry
heavy responsibility = no fun, sadness sorrow misery etc.... what!!??
fear of being out of control - loss of control fear of falling apart, ect
Inner world fears, inner boy, stay where its safe 'stuff' is up
This stuff was up big time today so I decide to run one 90 minute loop on my day "Off" from Money Magnet
I seem to be handle this extra unexpected run well this afternoon. I AM literally running it now
Feeling like my "Pipes" of allowance of goodness, money, abundance, good things comin in, are being plowed over and being replaced with bigger much more expansive Pipes of In Flow & Allowance.
Deeper things are definitely happening below the surface !!
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
