09-11-2023, 02:10 AM
1st day back on was filled with a fair amount of relaxation and peace. Very little bothered me today and prior neurotic thought loops that are anxiety-based were short-lived or not even present.
On OGSFv2 the good days are pretty good.
If I had to guess, I think I respond to subs well. Even though deep subconscious fear has sidetracked results, I think once you get past that I execute pretty well. One thing I have noticed in the past is that part of me is executing the sub, but my mind doesn't catch up with it or there is a block that stops me from acting on the instructions. It might be too early to tell but I think that is dissolving on OGSFv2.
On OGSFv2 the good days are pretty good.
If I had to guess, I think I respond to subs well. Even though deep subconscious fear has sidetracked results, I think once you get past that I execute pretty well. One thing I have noticed in the past is that part of me is executing the sub, but my mind doesn't catch up with it or there is a block that stops me from acting on the instructions. It might be too early to tell but I think that is dissolving on OGSFv2.
