09-01-2023, 03:08 PM
Today, once again, I woke up too early, and decided to run my loop. This time however there was no relaxation response. I eventually fell back asleep and experienced
the same type of sleep I have been experiencing since I had covid 2 ½ years ago; lots of random, disjointed dreams that leave me exhausted in the morning. What ever caused that restorative sleep in my previous loop didn't happen. This time, it seemed like something that should have been disconnected or disengaged during sleep...wasn't.
I also distinctly remember dreaming about excrement. This to me says that the most primal and primitive parts of the psyche are showing themselves. These are the parts that operate via images, forms and metaphor.
Another possibly relevant metaphor also came to my mind in the form of a memory of an old Star Trek episode. It's the one where the crew of the Enterprise are using their phasers to fight the Borg drones. The first drone hit by a phaser blast is killed. But the other drones modulate their shields to repel that specific frequency of phaser blasts. So the phasers must be set to various randomly rotating frequencies so that the Borg cannot defend against them. I'm wondering if this is a subconscious clue as to how often I should run the sub (time frequency) or if I should vary which version I listen to (sound frequency.) It makes no difference right now, though, as I am 'sticking with the program' for at least the first run-through.
the same type of sleep I have been experiencing since I had covid 2 ½ years ago; lots of random, disjointed dreams that leave me exhausted in the morning. What ever caused that restorative sleep in my previous loop didn't happen. This time, it seemed like something that should have been disconnected or disengaged during sleep...wasn't.
I also distinctly remember dreaming about excrement. This to me says that the most primal and primitive parts of the psyche are showing themselves. These are the parts that operate via images, forms and metaphor.
Another possibly relevant metaphor also came to my mind in the form of a memory of an old Star Trek episode. It's the one where the crew of the Enterprise are using their phasers to fight the Borg drones. The first drone hit by a phaser blast is killed. But the other drones modulate their shields to repel that specific frequency of phaser blasts. So the phasers must be set to various randomly rotating frequencies so that the Borg cannot defend against them. I'm wondering if this is a subconscious clue as to how often I should run the sub (time frequency) or if I should vary which version I listen to (sound frequency.) It makes no difference right now, though, as I am 'sticking with the program' for at least the first run-through.
The banquet you enjoy depends on what you bring to the table.
