07-25-2023, 06:03 AM
Last night, shortly after midnight, I felt some part of me telling me, "I need more." So instead of waiting for later in the day, I gave it a loop from 12:30-ish AM to 1:30-ish AM. Then I went to bed.
This morning, GF woke me up and I had something happen that I have never had happen before. With the barest of conscious awareness, I could see a visual of someone, I am presuming myself, working with what looked like a wall of machinery, and I knew that this part of me was in the process of programming my mind. It asked for ten minutes to finish up, which I relayed to my GF and she let me sleep for another 10 minutes.
Upon awakening, I have a relatively mild back ache in my upper mid-back. That means that somewhere, fears are being dealt with, and the fears are coming from some part of me that is old enough to understand speech and communicate with easily. Likely, this would be my adolescent self, given my life experiences. Someone is afraid to execute, but execute we shall.
Onward.
This morning, GF woke me up and I had something happen that I have never had happen before. With the barest of conscious awareness, I could see a visual of someone, I am presuming myself, working with what looked like a wall of machinery, and I knew that this part of me was in the process of programming my mind. It asked for ten minutes to finish up, which I relayed to my GF and she let me sleep for another 10 minutes.
Upon awakening, I have a relatively mild back ache in my upper mid-back. That means that somewhere, fears are being dealt with, and the fears are coming from some part of me that is old enough to understand speech and communicate with easily. Likely, this would be my adolescent self, given my life experiences. Someone is afraid to execute, but execute we shall.
Onward.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
