May 31 11:55 pm
Im having a deep sense of peace. Everything makes sense like something internally has decided to stop fighting. As if a wall has moved out of the way. Its like an "aha!" moment. Im also getting way more out of my head and got reminded of that just yet as im running the sub currently, more in tune with my body, actually feeling my body. Some sort of acceptance.
Pretty cool.
Edit: also want to add that with the removal of said wall my lust for outcome has reduced. The external world is reflecting back to me.
Very strong sense of inner game/self/state. A state of being and growth. Understanding of inner work.
What I do seem to "resist" is the rejection of women, or rather the screening part. A man of choices and abundance or any person whstsoever has people that "fit" and don't "fit" so why the fuzz, I have no idea. Mind vs subconscious convictions. Being in this place of choice and abundance, I love that sense.
In the end im running a sub, so this dragged up is something im gratefull for. Its like a separation. I see it but am merely observing it.
Dmsi also reduces certain habits that arent conducive to full dmsi execution. Re-orientation of me. This includes asmr, it aint doing much for me, its more or less boring.
Im having a deep sense of peace. Everything makes sense like something internally has decided to stop fighting. As if a wall has moved out of the way. Its like an "aha!" moment. Im also getting way more out of my head and got reminded of that just yet as im running the sub currently, more in tune with my body, actually feeling my body. Some sort of acceptance.
Pretty cool.
Edit: also want to add that with the removal of said wall my lust for outcome has reduced. The external world is reflecting back to me.
Very strong sense of inner game/self/state. A state of being and growth. Understanding of inner work.
What I do seem to "resist" is the rejection of women, or rather the screening part. A man of choices and abundance or any person whstsoever has people that "fit" and don't "fit" so why the fuzz, I have no idea. Mind vs subconscious convictions. Being in this place of choice and abundance, I love that sense.
In the end im running a sub, so this dragged up is something im gratefull for. Its like a separation. I see it but am merely observing it.
Dmsi also reduces certain habits that arent conducive to full dmsi execution. Re-orientation of me. This includes asmr, it aint doing much for me, its more or less boring.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
