04-11-2023, 05:12 PM
Another successful cycle. Both my wife and I slept much better the last two nights. I'll see how things go during the rest days. If either of us has trouble sleeping the third rest night, I'll drop a rest night after the next cycle.
As to the work of E5... I have realized that I have been experiencing a lot of resentment and frustration about some key events in my life. And al of that was aimed at myself. I have been angry and resentful toward myself for failing in those key life goals. I especially resent the time I spent pursuing those goals - close to half my adult life - with little to nothing to show for the time spent.
Having realized it, I see how much smaller it is now than it sued to be. Enough left to recognize, and enough that I've still been struggling with it. But it is weaker than in years past.
This run of E5 is gonna be amazing.
As to the work of E5... I have realized that I have been experiencing a lot of resentment and frustration about some key events in my life. And al of that was aimed at myself. I have been angry and resentful toward myself for failing in those key life goals. I especially resent the time I spent pursuing those goals - close to half my adult life - with little to nothing to show for the time spent.
Having realized it, I see how much smaller it is now than it sued to be. Enough left to recognize, and enough that I've still been struggling with it. But it is weaker than in years past.
This run of E5 is gonna be amazing.
