(09-09-2012, 05:17 AM)biakoia Wrote: i guess its something i would normally feel but it decresed alot in stage 1 as i mentioned, so im not sure right now its not like im frustrated to do something its more of the unhappy leader u spoke about
i was like that before starting AM so maybe its increasing it even more? everything around me is making me unhappy the way people speak behave treat each other etc and shit with my family and above all that i nearly lost all my friends in stage 1 not sure whats going on really.
What's going on is that AM is making you see the Matrix... and you don't like what you see. In a few stages, you'll effectively have started ascending out of that reality and creating a new one for yourself as an AIT (Alpha In Training).
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
