03-14-2023, 11:15 AM
(This post was last modified: 03-14-2023, 11:16 AM by DarthXedonias.)
Just a quick update.
I'm mostly fine after that incident now. My feelings from the incident were still lingering in the background the last 2 days but I woke up this morning and it was basically gone. I find this sub really works hard on me during sleep and then when I wake up I have this feeling that something was worked out and is gone now. I woke up this morning knowing what I had to do and now I just need to move on and do it. I will keep moving forward with my goals no matter if former friends abandon me or relatives abandon me. I learned the lesson I needed to from this situation and its time to just move on. The lesson was learned so there is no need to dwell on it. I realized I was born into a family that was highly dysfunctional on both sides and that's fine. Having dysfunctional parents is not something that is uncommon in this world nor against the nature of this world. I can't change any of those things but I can change myself so that I am better and don't add to the dysfunction in this world. That I don't help add to anymore issues in this world.
Either way I will keep on moving forward with my goals. I'm really glad I ran this sub. I feel as if I have matured greatly and know how to handle situations with rationality instead of just being in my feelings and only my feelings.
I'm mostly fine after that incident now. My feelings from the incident were still lingering in the background the last 2 days but I woke up this morning and it was basically gone. I find this sub really works hard on me during sleep and then when I wake up I have this feeling that something was worked out and is gone now. I woke up this morning knowing what I had to do and now I just need to move on and do it. I will keep moving forward with my goals no matter if former friends abandon me or relatives abandon me. I learned the lesson I needed to from this situation and its time to just move on. The lesson was learned so there is no need to dwell on it. I realized I was born into a family that was highly dysfunctional on both sides and that's fine. Having dysfunctional parents is not something that is uncommon in this world nor against the nature of this world. I can't change any of those things but I can change myself so that I am better and don't add to the dysfunction in this world. That I don't help add to anymore issues in this world.
Either way I will keep on moving forward with my goals. I'm really glad I ran this sub. I feel as if I have matured greatly and know how to handle situations with rationality instead of just being in my feelings and only my feelings.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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