03-03-2023, 06:01 PM
Overcoming Fear V4.
-Chris P. Bacon said this here
Quote:OFv4 was amazing. It dug deeper, faster, and with more ease than any other sub I've used. I did plateau a bit at the end and ran Aura of Love for a few weeks because I really felt that I needed to transition to that so I did. Had a few grumpy days on AOL while it was getting at something that only overcoming fear could not. Apparently, a little love can go a long way with the deep stuff. If I did not run AOL I actually don't think I'd be in a position to run Maverick as AOL got at some really ugly deep self-hatred.
The main reason I stopped journaling regularly was that I was rebuilding my health at the same time I was running OF and my healing was actually skewing my results. I arrived at the point where I could no longer tell what was resolved from fixing my diet and health and what was from the sub so I just left it on coast until I felt like I plateaued.
I am happy with OFv4, it gave me quite a bit of my life back.
Did it clear all fear in me, no. However, it got me to the point where I was no longer comfortable allowing fear to eat my lunch, and I actually think that mindset is more empowering and better than if OF "magically" cleared it all for me. I'm finally in the headspace to cooperate with OF consciously. While on AOL I processed through 2 major traumas in my life and cleared them. I'm freer than I've been in a loooong time.
It took 8 months in total but it was worth it. I've rebuilt quite a bit of confidence and am ready to take responsibility for my fear response and anything that might come up in the future. I'm not sure I'll do another run of OFv4 or not. I guess we'll see how Maverick goes.
All in all I think OFv4 is worth running.
-Chris P. Bacon said this here
