07-19-2010, 10:06 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-19-2010, 10:36 AM by ManOfElectricity.)
@ Smash.
I used both the silent version and the masked version. For the silent version I had to get the balance right. If I had the subliminals too loud it started to sound like I put a low pass audio filter on Palmy's music but I do remember a couple times I felt really awesome. I also had the masked version with some natural grounding videos playing in silence. I only did that once but it was quiet peaceful.
I'm just two over two weeks into stage 1 right now.
I've had some cool stuff happen already. Last week I was traveling home and got approached by a woman. She was asking me for directions but I could hear that she sounded really nervous in her voice. Later we ended up getting on the same train and she asked if she could sit near me and I could feel a lot of sexual tension. We started talking about traveling and life. She then asked if I have a girlfriend, I am seeing someone but we're not exclusive, however I just told her that I have a girlfriend. She seemed nice and everything but I didn't feel like I wanted to take things further with her, that's a change for me because I used to take every opportunity that came my way but now I don't feel like I want to unless I really like someone.
I'm generally feeling pretty good but I've also have the desire to get back to the gym and start exercising. Today I went to the gym as well practiced martial arts at home. It's nice to relax and have fun but I get really impatient if I don't accomplish anything. I really want to get in shape and I want to start getting things done around the house. I also want to get moving in my life instead of being stationary.
I work at home and instead of playing video games when I relax (like I often do) I now want to watch movies. It seems like a better use of my time (plus David Lynch is a great inspiration for me). I love video games every once in a while but if I play them too much I start to get depressed and it seems that I feel that even stronger now. I used to be able to play a video game from dawn till dusk but I don't feel I can do that anymore. It just feels wrong to me.
I'm already finding that I have an easier time talking to people in general and also my sense of humour seems to have gone up a few notches. Also a lot of friends keep contacting me and want to hang out with me.
I've had days where women are making eye contact with me and are really flirty with me. However when I went to the gym today nothing much happened but it didn't bother me. I know that more cool crazy stuff (like it already has) is going to happen in the future so why would I worry about a slow day? That's a bit of a change for me. I usually get a bit worried on days when nothing happens because I start to think that maybe I'm doing something wrong. Now I'm starting to realise that the only thing I'm doing wrong is worrying that I'm doing something wrong. I can just be happy with whatever happens because at the end of the day none of it matters. Stuff will happen when it's ready to happen and all I have to do is be open to it.
I used both the silent version and the masked version. For the silent version I had to get the balance right. If I had the subliminals too loud it started to sound like I put a low pass audio filter on Palmy's music but I do remember a couple times I felt really awesome. I also had the masked version with some natural grounding videos playing in silence. I only did that once but it was quiet peaceful.
I'm just two over two weeks into stage 1 right now.
I've had some cool stuff happen already. Last week I was traveling home and got approached by a woman. She was asking me for directions but I could hear that she sounded really nervous in her voice. Later we ended up getting on the same train and she asked if she could sit near me and I could feel a lot of sexual tension. We started talking about traveling and life. She then asked if I have a girlfriend, I am seeing someone but we're not exclusive, however I just told her that I have a girlfriend. She seemed nice and everything but I didn't feel like I wanted to take things further with her, that's a change for me because I used to take every opportunity that came my way but now I don't feel like I want to unless I really like someone.
I'm generally feeling pretty good but I've also have the desire to get back to the gym and start exercising. Today I went to the gym as well practiced martial arts at home. It's nice to relax and have fun but I get really impatient if I don't accomplish anything. I really want to get in shape and I want to start getting things done around the house. I also want to get moving in my life instead of being stationary.
I work at home and instead of playing video games when I relax (like I often do) I now want to watch movies. It seems like a better use of my time (plus David Lynch is a great inspiration for me). I love video games every once in a while but if I play them too much I start to get depressed and it seems that I feel that even stronger now. I used to be able to play a video game from dawn till dusk but I don't feel I can do that anymore. It just feels wrong to me.
I'm already finding that I have an easier time talking to people in general and also my sense of humour seems to have gone up a few notches. Also a lot of friends keep contacting me and want to hang out with me.
I've had days where women are making eye contact with me and are really flirty with me. However when I went to the gym today nothing much happened but it didn't bother me. I know that more cool crazy stuff (like it already has) is going to happen in the future so why would I worry about a slow day? That's a bit of a change for me. I usually get a bit worried on days when nothing happens because I start to think that maybe I'm doing something wrong. Now I'm starting to realise that the only thing I'm doing wrong is worrying that I'm doing something wrong. I can just be happy with whatever happens because at the end of the day none of it matters. Stuff will happen when it's ready to happen and all I have to do is be open to it.
