11-21-2022, 04:09 PM
It appears I no longer have the issue with my hearing (perhaps the obsession got tired from it), now the issue is with a shitty obsession with my heart, at times I feel pain at the chest (eventhough I know is just my stomach messing around), but now my body gets tired whenever I exert the slightest physical exertion but always focusing on my heart (looks like I'm worried about getting a heart attack or something) which makes me feel disgusted, tired and dizzy, even when I eat something I start to get dizzy just because of my stomach (I think), so I'm guessing my fearful subconscious is trying to resist pretty bad or is finally letting go of that fear/obsession/shit. If it wasn't for my previous experiences with similar symptoms I would have thought I was truly going to suffer a heart attack at the beginning (which is curious, when I start to believe those thoughts symptoms get worse and if I just accept I'm feeling bad without giving more thoughts then I recover faster).
