10-24-2022, 12:56 PM
Thanks, @Shannon, for taking the time to read and answer my questions and concerns.
The 'acclimation and/or boredom' does seem possible. At least it resonates a bit. The other subs I've run have had more obvious 'fun' outcomes as I went. Even the DMSI 3.3.2 gave me a lift every time I played it, even during one loop. I haven't felt that from this one since that first week or so.
I've been trying the self-hypnosis thing, but I'm not getting an answer as to what I'm 'afraid of' or 'resisting'.
In the meantime, I have had a strong urge to try different volumes, which I did.
You have had me at 6 clicks. So I tried bumping it to 8 one night then back down to 6 another night. Last night I did 7 clicks. I am wondering if I just bounce around based on the impressions or urges I'm getting I may be able to help out that part of me that is resisting execution. "I know you're trying to protect me, so how can I help you feel more comfortable with executing?" So the only thing I can think of as far as concrete actions is volume adjustment. I also may try two days off and see if that improves execution. Those are the things that come to my mind and maybe they ARE the auto-config at work?
So I'm planning on taking tonight off. I lost track this week (my life was super busy an crazy--daughter had a new baby, and basically been constantly busy and distracted, going to bed late, getting up earlier than we'd like, etc.) Unless, I feel inspired to do one more night at a different volume.
This past week or so when I started changing the volume, I started to feel a little better. However, then I lost a bunch of sleep and came down with some kind of cold that I'm just now getting over, so that could have affected me, too.
I'll keep you posted on what my 'auto config' seems to suggest and how it works.
If you have any other ideas, they would be much appreciated. I've invested a lot of money, time and effort into making this work, and I REALLY want to see the results be more powerful. Currently, my hormones are ok for someone my age, but I'm looking to get to the place where they are of a *younger me*. I have remembered my hormonal ideal as being mid-twenties when I couldn't get enough sex and thought about it all the time. Then also in my early and mid thirties.
It just occurred to me: One of the times in my past when I felt the best was during my mid-late 50s after I started the TRT. I wonder if that could be interfering with the 'goals' that the sub helps my subconscious set?
Cheers,
RonO
The 'acclimation and/or boredom' does seem possible. At least it resonates a bit. The other subs I've run have had more obvious 'fun' outcomes as I went. Even the DMSI 3.3.2 gave me a lift every time I played it, even during one loop. I haven't felt that from this one since that first week or so.
I've been trying the self-hypnosis thing, but I'm not getting an answer as to what I'm 'afraid of' or 'resisting'.
In the meantime, I have had a strong urge to try different volumes, which I did.
You have had me at 6 clicks. So I tried bumping it to 8 one night then back down to 6 another night. Last night I did 7 clicks. I am wondering if I just bounce around based on the impressions or urges I'm getting I may be able to help out that part of me that is resisting execution. "I know you're trying to protect me, so how can I help you feel more comfortable with executing?" So the only thing I can think of as far as concrete actions is volume adjustment. I also may try two days off and see if that improves execution. Those are the things that come to my mind and maybe they ARE the auto-config at work?
So I'm planning on taking tonight off. I lost track this week (my life was super busy an crazy--daughter had a new baby, and basically been constantly busy and distracted, going to bed late, getting up earlier than we'd like, etc.) Unless, I feel inspired to do one more night at a different volume.
This past week or so when I started changing the volume, I started to feel a little better. However, then I lost a bunch of sleep and came down with some kind of cold that I'm just now getting over, so that could have affected me, too.
I'll keep you posted on what my 'auto config' seems to suggest and how it works.
If you have any other ideas, they would be much appreciated. I've invested a lot of money, time and effort into making this work, and I REALLY want to see the results be more powerful. Currently, my hormones are ok for someone my age, but I'm looking to get to the place where they are of a *younger me*. I have remembered my hormonal ideal as being mid-twenties when I couldn't get enough sex and thought about it all the time. Then also in my early and mid thirties.
It just occurred to me: One of the times in my past when I felt the best was during my mid-late 50s after I started the TRT. I wonder if that could be interfering with the 'goals' that the sub helps my subconscious set?
Cheers,
RonO
