HOY-Because I HAD to try it...

[Shannon]

Hi Shannon,

Glad you're making progress on other subs.

Fair enough on your evaluation of my 'logic' I am just reading the tea leaves and guessing, really.

We have been through a very demanding couple of weeks, not getting our usual downtime and the intensity has affected our sleep a bit.



Last night I think I forgot to turn up the volume on my phone to 6 clicks, I believe it was on zero or maybe 1. At times I have to adjust the volume to off on my phone while I'm streaming a show or something to my TV. Last night was so blasted, I think I forgot the step of adjusting the volume.



To make up for not listening to the sub last night, I'm going to listen once or twice during the day today since tonight was supposed to be our night off the sub.



Today the nootropics seem to be helping... go figure.



I figure 3 more cycles and I'll be ready for another round of tests. BUT I may decide to wait a couple weeks longer, just to be on the safe side.



I wonder if there are any 'mental exercises' or 'affirmations' that could help my subconscious let down its guard for the sub (providing that there IS subconscious resistance as you suggest).



Cheers!

RonO

It sounds like to me that you're possibly self limiting out of fear.  So aside from running something else to adjust for that, I would think you might get some benefit out of basically telling the fearful parts of yourself that it's okay to execute, that you consciously want the results, etc.  This isn't just casually saying it or thinking it, though, you have to connect with and direct this at whatever part of you is fearful.  Bring that part of you back to focus by thinking about and feeling it.  And then reassure it as appropriate for its age (not always children we deal with when we talk to earlier versions of ourselves who have gotten stuck on or in fear), and generally do what makes him feel okay with executing.