09-12-2022, 10:05 PM
Had an interesting dream..tonight that awoke strong emotions in me.
I did something violent and despicable toward someone innocent just from my own self interest, and I didn't feel bad about it. That caused some tremendous fear in me, the fact that I didn't feel bad about it. How could I be in control of myself if shame and guild didn't existing inside of me? I woke up with my body pounding.
I did something violent and despicable toward someone innocent just from my own self interest, and I didn't feel bad about it. That caused some tremendous fear in me, the fact that I didn't feel bad about it. How could I be in control of myself if shame and guild didn't existing inside of me? I woke up with my body pounding.
