08-05-2022, 06:00 PM
cycle 3. Stage 1 day 5:
I got an horrible day today. No idea if it is related to my decision to backtrack my initial plan to run DMSI for a month before starting UMS cycle 3.
My fwb texted me a short msg this morning to announce me that she was putting a stop to our relation that rougly lasted 3 weeks... Easy come, easy go as they say...
My ex which was very friendly just 2 weeks ago has turned into a hateful and aggressive bitch and she did release her wrath of hell on me...
not sure exactly what is happening. Is it that there is a price to pay to fool TID. The intent was not fool anything but given that my needs are humble.... what I had was satisfying me...
I don't think that I will backtrack my decision to move straight to cycle 3.... I got enough fun in the last 3 weeks to focus on the UMS goal for at least 5 months.
I still have few Tinder leads that I can reach out... not sure if it will do something as they are several days old.. I didn't take action on them right away since I had some sort exclusivity pact with my fwb...
It seems like my DMSI free magic spell is gone... Needless to say that all those events did affect me and has made my day not very productive...
I'll try to reset my mood and start tomorrow with a fresh and unaffected mindset...
I got an horrible day today. No idea if it is related to my decision to backtrack my initial plan to run DMSI for a month before starting UMS cycle 3.
My fwb texted me a short msg this morning to announce me that she was putting a stop to our relation that rougly lasted 3 weeks... Easy come, easy go as they say...
My ex which was very friendly just 2 weeks ago has turned into a hateful and aggressive bitch and she did release her wrath of hell on me...
not sure exactly what is happening. Is it that there is a price to pay to fool TID. The intent was not fool anything but given that my needs are humble.... what I had was satisfying me...
I don't think that I will backtrack my decision to move straight to cycle 3.... I got enough fun in the last 3 weeks to focus on the UMS goal for at least 5 months.
I still have few Tinder leads that I can reach out... not sure if it will do something as they are several days old.. I didn't take action on them right away since I had some sort exclusivity pact with my fwb...
It seems like my DMSI free magic spell is gone... Needless to say that all those events did affect me and has made my day not very productive...
I'll try to reset my mood and start tomorrow with a fresh and unaffected mindset...
