I am feeling down tonight...
My last great idea didn't make the slightest difference in system activity...
If I sum up my experience since I started UMS, it is that:
-99% of good ideas turn up to be a nothing burger
- When I have finally an idea that works, some outside events shuts down the party very fast...
It is particularly painfull since I have started stage 4. Last month when I have experience my last breakthrough, cryptos did crash 30-50% just few days after my last victory. This has reduced by the same amount my generated income....
2 weeks after that, the discovered loophole that was allowing me to generate impressive trading volume got shut down... I went from 100,000 transactions per day to less than 20 per day. IOW, I have experienced a full stop of the benefits of the hard efforts that I have put in the project.
I guess that my success was extremely brittle... I have been saying often how lucky I was during all my small mini victories but those last events is major bad luck...
I feel like I was deserving the success I was getting but life decided otherwise... This is inherently unfair...
Note, that I am not blaming UMS for what is happening. It feels more like fate or something like that. It is as if I was rowing upstream... UMS makes me row stronger but not strong enough to beat the current.
My current state of mind is crap right now but I know that it is transitory... I am a warrior... I'll keep struggling for as long as I breath... I'll never stop...
Some people have easy life... it seems like it is not my fate to have it easy... I'll keep fighting...
My last great idea didn't make the slightest difference in system activity...
If I sum up my experience since I started UMS, it is that:
-99% of good ideas turn up to be a nothing burger
- When I have finally an idea that works, some outside events shuts down the party very fast...
It is particularly painfull since I have started stage 4. Last month when I have experience my last breakthrough, cryptos did crash 30-50% just few days after my last victory. This has reduced by the same amount my generated income....
2 weeks after that, the discovered loophole that was allowing me to generate impressive trading volume got shut down... I went from 100,000 transactions per day to less than 20 per day. IOW, I have experienced a full stop of the benefits of the hard efforts that I have put in the project.
I guess that my success was extremely brittle... I have been saying often how lucky I was during all my small mini victories but those last events is major bad luck...
I feel like I was deserving the success I was getting but life decided otherwise... This is inherently unfair...
Note, that I am not blaming UMS for what is happening. It feels more like fate or something like that. It is as if I was rowing upstream... UMS makes me row stronger but not strong enough to beat the current.
My current state of mind is crap right now but I know that it is transitory... I am a warrior... I'll keep struggling for as long as I breath... I'll never stop...
Some people have easy life... it seems like it is not my fate to have it easy... I'll keep fighting...
