06-26-2022, 07:31 PM
cycle 2. Stage 4, day 26:
I have been slowed down by the new features breaking the system in new ways since last journal entry.
I have mixed feelings about the current situation. Each time that my system breaks due to all the right circumstances that appear to be more than just a coincidence, I am grateful to life showing me where I made errors and oversights on important details.
I guess that it is expected when you introduce new big features to experience a period of instability at first so that you can address all the glitches.... OTOH I am growing impatient... IDK what to think about the current situation... I feel like teased and cheated by life by having made me tasted success for a very short period and then suddenly when I was starting to win at the game, the rules got changed...
Life is a constant struggle... It won't be easy...
I have been slowed down by the new features breaking the system in new ways since last journal entry.
I have mixed feelings about the current situation. Each time that my system breaks due to all the right circumstances that appear to be more than just a coincidence, I am grateful to life showing me where I made errors and oversights on important details.
I guess that it is expected when you introduce new big features to experience a period of instability at first so that you can address all the glitches.... OTOH I am growing impatient... IDK what to think about the current situation... I feel like teased and cheated by life by having made me tasted success for a very short period and then suddenly when I was starting to win at the game, the rules got changed...
Life is a constant struggle... It won't be easy...
