07-18-2010, 12:54 AM
What a night ... This post is going to be a little longer than past ones, but there was something mysterious / hot happening last night and some dreams I´d like to have advice from you!
Let´s start...
After the fact I was learning all day long with one of my best buddies, we decided to go out at night. He, his girlfriend and me. We went into a bar, I was listening to AoS, ASC and Ultra Success some time during day. Damn, I think ASC works really pretty fast! Ok, let´s go further in story. Inside of me I´ve got the feeling that it will start of "kick in" very soon, as Cory Skyy says "when it clicks and you got IT". Well, we entered the bar and went to smoker´s lounge, where we got the last free seat.
We´ve just been there, chatting, having fun... What I noticed: his gf didn´t really notice my buddy, but was always smiling at me, having fun w/ me, boxing my arm. I would never start anything w/ her, as long as both are together because this one buddy is like a brother to me. Yeah, we just sat there, I drunk a good tasting cold beer and then it happened. Within 3-4 seconds 5 or 6 girls, all of them pretty good looking, especially one, from different groups entered the room, standing and smoking directly in front of us. They were standing there coming one after the other over to use and using our ash-trays as if they wanted to show "hey I am the hottest one of these pussies, talk to ME!" and so on. I´d like to describe this feeling, I felt like a mixture of Brent Smith, Cory Skyy and Hugh Hefner. It was a point when I started, what it could feel to be a real ladiesman. I have to add that my buddy is some kind of ladiesman himself. He had plenty of women, but has different approach strategies than I have... Maybe our energies bundled, but this sequence was really like in a move. When all of them smoked one after the other was leaving, except one blond hottie wearing real short hot pants. She stayed standing at door, showing her tight ass (damn), chatting with her gf about some stupid things but definitely showing her body (I´d like to fuck her right from place).
When she sat back on her chair, she turned her head once again and looked at us. My buddy´s gf got a little angry ;-).
Later that night, we went to my buddy´s house and we (his gf, he & me) were talking about some interesting stuff. I was again center of communication, sitting on a chair in a relaxed pose I wasn´t sitting my entire life. As mentioned in Code of the Natural, one or the utmost difference between a natural and non-natural is his relaxed body posture and language. I was acting like a natural definitely, my buddies wanted to inhale every word, I said. Felt really great, absolutely NO crap was in my head, I was fully there.
What I have to say: I am doing written affirmations as mentioned in an earlier post and I feel that those have big impact on me, too. It was important to change my affirmations to shorter, more aggressive ones.
To my dreams:
I am dreaming a lot about of one of my past gfs. The little whore cheated on me and I wanted to punch this guy´s face as hard as possible. Friends of me were telling me, that we can go and f*ck him up. Point is: this little b*tch cheated on ANY of his past boyfriends, she held a 2 year relationship and cheated no the other guy w/ at least 5 different guys. I was lucky she just cheated once on me after 4 month - she cheated on others w/ different guys after 2 weeks (...) - nfc.
Quintessence: I decided to not punch this gayloard´s face, because I understood that it was SHE. What is strange: I have dreams about her or some guys telling shit to me and I am not reacting.
I am mainly a peaceful person, but if I had enough I got really angry and sometimes punched people (when they went to far).
What will my subconsinous tell me? Should I go out and be more aggressive? How would an alpha (WildFlower, Shannon,...) would have reacted in above situation? I appreciate a short statement.
This is also one of the reasons I am re-starting martial arts, to give some of unreleased aggressions a space to be released without hurting someone really hard or going to jail...
// smash
Let´s start...
After the fact I was learning all day long with one of my best buddies, we decided to go out at night. He, his girlfriend and me. We went into a bar, I was listening to AoS, ASC and Ultra Success some time during day. Damn, I think ASC works really pretty fast! Ok, let´s go further in story. Inside of me I´ve got the feeling that it will start of "kick in" very soon, as Cory Skyy says "when it clicks and you got IT". Well, we entered the bar and went to smoker´s lounge, where we got the last free seat.
We´ve just been there, chatting, having fun... What I noticed: his gf didn´t really notice my buddy, but was always smiling at me, having fun w/ me, boxing my arm. I would never start anything w/ her, as long as both are together because this one buddy is like a brother to me. Yeah, we just sat there, I drunk a good tasting cold beer and then it happened. Within 3-4 seconds 5 or 6 girls, all of them pretty good looking, especially one, from different groups entered the room, standing and smoking directly in front of us. They were standing there coming one after the other over to use and using our ash-trays as if they wanted to show "hey I am the hottest one of these pussies, talk to ME!" and so on. I´d like to describe this feeling, I felt like a mixture of Brent Smith, Cory Skyy and Hugh Hefner. It was a point when I started, what it could feel to be a real ladiesman. I have to add that my buddy is some kind of ladiesman himself. He had plenty of women, but has different approach strategies than I have... Maybe our energies bundled, but this sequence was really like in a move. When all of them smoked one after the other was leaving, except one blond hottie wearing real short hot pants. She stayed standing at door, showing her tight ass (damn), chatting with her gf about some stupid things but definitely showing her body (I´d like to fuck her right from place).
When she sat back on her chair, she turned her head once again and looked at us. My buddy´s gf got a little angry ;-).
Later that night, we went to my buddy´s house and we (his gf, he & me) were talking about some interesting stuff. I was again center of communication, sitting on a chair in a relaxed pose I wasn´t sitting my entire life. As mentioned in Code of the Natural, one or the utmost difference between a natural and non-natural is his relaxed body posture and language. I was acting like a natural definitely, my buddies wanted to inhale every word, I said. Felt really great, absolutely NO crap was in my head, I was fully there.
What I have to say: I am doing written affirmations as mentioned in an earlier post and I feel that those have big impact on me, too. It was important to change my affirmations to shorter, more aggressive ones.
To my dreams:
I am dreaming a lot about of one of my past gfs. The little whore cheated on me and I wanted to punch this guy´s face as hard as possible. Friends of me were telling me, that we can go and f*ck him up. Point is: this little b*tch cheated on ANY of his past boyfriends, she held a 2 year relationship and cheated no the other guy w/ at least 5 different guys. I was lucky she just cheated once on me after 4 month - she cheated on others w/ different guys after 2 weeks (...) - nfc.
Quintessence: I decided to not punch this gayloard´s face, because I understood that it was SHE. What is strange: I have dreams about her or some guys telling shit to me and I am not reacting.
I am mainly a peaceful person, but if I had enough I got really angry and sometimes punched people (when they went to far).
What will my subconsinous tell me? Should I go out and be more aggressive? How would an alpha (WildFlower, Shannon,...) would have reacted in above situation? I appreciate a short statement.
This is also one of the reasons I am re-starting martial arts, to give some of unreleased aggressions a space to be released without hurting someone really hard or going to jail...
// smash
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