Superman's DMSI 3.4 journal

[Shannon]

Still doing 3 loops ultrasonic per day on. I'm still deep into the self improvement. Working as much as I can, watching what I eat, getting as much exercise as I can. Im in the best shape I've ever been, and my body is almost the slimmest it's ever been without being on any crazy diet. I've been slimmer before but as soon as I came off the diet I gained it all back.

I'm still not in a good mindset when it comes to females. Very skeptical and cynical about dating and relationships in today's society. Im really just repulsed by the idea of it right now. Men have so much to risk and so much to lose going into a long term relationship. And the bonds are so fragile

Sounds like you've found a way to sabotage the program while still technically executing it.  You can work on improving yourself forever, but you never have to get the interest and attention from females. 

Let me make something clear.  DMSI isn't about relationships.  It's about SEX.  S-E-X.  That's it.  If that's not what you're after, then you're running the wrong program.  And if you have this sort of response to relationships as a result of running DMSI, then you're really interested in a relationship and afraid to let yourself have it.  I think that OF, E5, UH or AOL would be better choices for you in that case.  Especially 6+ months of AOL.