DMSI 3.5 Major Journal

[Shannon]

I went from hybrid back to Masked 2 loops. Big resistance still persist. I was doing 2 loops of hybrid and last day of cycle i went to 4 hybrids. I shouldnt .... after day off I went for masked 2 loops per day and resistance still not dying. I have urge to overeat myself , mostly with junk food, also big urge to mastrubate everday . My head is hurting now 4 th day in row. But I dont know if that headache if pure from subliminal maybe I catched cold or somethin. Anyway these drained days I dont feel noticable effect but one thing is for sure my needines came down , like i dont need so much atention / if any at all/ from GF. so Thats possive thing. Im going to slowly get back to track with Masked format and I hope get myself to my usual rutine - working out , be on good diet , lose some fat and not mastrubate. Also when I have been using hybrid I did not see any results at all only resistance and bad mood came up. I dont like to being told what to do so other formats suits better BUT in OF v3 hybrid worked great. Maybe I should continue to use hybrid and fight through resistance?

The result you got tells me that the program is doing something that scares the ever living hell out of you.  To fight this particular program that much and in those ways points to crazy amounts of deep fear. 

I suggest that you do this.

Starting with Masked format, increase the loops per day per ASRB2 cycle by +1 until you break through that fear.  If you get to the end of 9 loops per day and that fear is still there, then move to ultrasonic at 1 loop per day and repeat the climb.  If you again get to 9 loops and still have that issue, then start back a 1 loop with hybrid and repeat.

So you would at the end of this ASRB2 cycle go to 3 loops/day on with masked format.

The key here is that you have to apply enough pressure to override and dissolve the fear and the cause of the fear, which almost certainly can be done if you use it correctly.  But jumping in with Hybrid is not recommended, and remember that 1 loop of Hybrid is 2+ loops of anything else.  4 loops of Hybrid is at least 8 loops of anything else, and jumping in that much that fast is quite predictably going to either wipe out the fear, or trigger it so hard that you get the sort of result you're describing.

Gradually increase the power until you find your sweet spot.  Once the fear is overcome, AutoConfig should kick in.