UMS - What I've Done So Far`

[GreekGod22]

Have you heard of "releasing" or Letting Go practice? It's sort of a meditation, release of emotional blockages. Look up "David Hawkins". What you're describing about wanting to run a loop of this, a loop of that here and there...seems like a crutch. Sort of what I use to do, like ''I need to take this supplement, to make me more dominant or confident'.