11-22-2021, 05:42 PM
Off day today so I attempted to use LFC during a meditation. Once again the meditation was off the charts but I am getting the same fatigue as with Tranq b. Thought it would happen but wanted to make sure. It appears that LFC is going to have to be shelved until my OF run is over.
Planning on running LFC after OF is done for a short stint. This will be the first time I have run a sub to its suggested time length unless it was multi-stage. Feel good about that.
Although I might run DMSI after OF. My room smelled a bit sourer than before so my pheromone signature might have changed. Also been getting some real bouts of arousal, especially in the morning.
during the meditation, I arrived at a point where I was aware of my subconscious enough to notice the possibility that my subconscious isn't fully locked into the subliminal. I was playing ultrasonic LFC as well as some other audio and at one point I focused on the ultrasonic noise and it felt like my subconscious and the ultrasonic were not quite "meshed" or conjoined or overlapping or some other metaphorical adjective. I felt like the true purpose of a sub is to have an interaction where you melt together and become the instructions and I felt separate from the sub even while executing partially. Moreover, the sub sounded slightly irritating to me which is why I focused on it in the first place. I've always been able to hear the ultrasonic so it's not a new sound but I think my subconscious was not pleased. It was a bit of a short experience so I'm not fully sure what it meant. Hopefully, I'll have it again and be able to understand it and me in the process. It might provide a key as to why I have issues executing. But no more using more than 1 sub at a time, it's frying my brain.
OF has been hard but good, wouldn't trade the last 6 months for anything.
Planning on running LFC after OF is done for a short stint. This will be the first time I have run a sub to its suggested time length unless it was multi-stage. Feel good about that.
Although I might run DMSI after OF. My room smelled a bit sourer than before so my pheromone signature might have changed. Also been getting some real bouts of arousal, especially in the morning.
during the meditation, I arrived at a point where I was aware of my subconscious enough to notice the possibility that my subconscious isn't fully locked into the subliminal. I was playing ultrasonic LFC as well as some other audio and at one point I focused on the ultrasonic noise and it felt like my subconscious and the ultrasonic were not quite "meshed" or conjoined or overlapping or some other metaphorical adjective. I felt like the true purpose of a sub is to have an interaction where you melt together and become the instructions and I felt separate from the sub even while executing partially. Moreover, the sub sounded slightly irritating to me which is why I focused on it in the first place. I've always been able to hear the ultrasonic so it's not a new sound but I think my subconscious was not pleased. It was a bit of a short experience so I'm not fully sure what it meant. Hopefully, I'll have it again and be able to understand it and me in the process. It might provide a key as to why I have issues executing. But no more using more than 1 sub at a time, it's frying my brain.
OF has been hard but good, wouldn't trade the last 6 months for anything.
