UMS - What I've Done So Far`

[Darwin]

Shannon, thanks. I get what you're saying, it's just a high price to pay and requires a lot of faith to continue. Hopefully I will continue, because I've had some small results, in particular a higher orientation toward action. Month on month i'm earning a little more, figuring out something new etc. but it is slow as you've suggested it will be. What remains very difficult is knowing that just on the otherside, being able to do AM6 stge 7 or a number of other subs i've used before, is a lot of good things happening daily, like social acceptance, strength, personal power etc. all of which feel very fleeting right now.

I'll come back on some of the main points you've raised later.

I appreciate the care you take.