11-10-2021, 04:59 AM
Second day of e5: I did a shit ton of loops. I did 5 loops during the day while working and another 5 at night while sleeping.
A lot to unpack here. I had a bunch of dreams last night ranging from a giant cruise ship with a maze of ladders and and secret passageways to move through the ship. Many people I knew were there as well as my previous ex. It seemed like she was into me again. We were walking together and getting close with each other again. I did reach out to this ex a few days ago with no response.
My next dream was school related. I think it was like an elementary school atmosphere. Had to be like first or second grade. We were all adults and older people but we were all doing little kid activities and playing games. I think I always had anxiety about school. I did like school as a kid as well, because of my friends and the games. My brother was there as well, and something was wrong with him and I was trying to help him. My brother and I don't get along well in real life so this is a little uncharacteristic of us. Then I was caught up doing something at the schools and didn't realize class had started but I didn't know where to go. The teachers names were written on a board just like in my childhood on the first day of school. Except I didn't know where to even find these teachers. I roamed around for a little bit walking through other classes looking for anyone I knew until I believe I found it. I went in the classroom and sat down. It was more of a college atmosphere than an elementary school.
All in all I liked having dreams again. I hope some heavy work is getting done inside.
A lot to unpack here. I had a bunch of dreams last night ranging from a giant cruise ship with a maze of ladders and and secret passageways to move through the ship. Many people I knew were there as well as my previous ex. It seemed like she was into me again. We were walking together and getting close with each other again. I did reach out to this ex a few days ago with no response.
My next dream was school related. I think it was like an elementary school atmosphere. Had to be like first or second grade. We were all adults and older people but we were all doing little kid activities and playing games. I think I always had anxiety about school. I did like school as a kid as well, because of my friends and the games. My brother was there as well, and something was wrong with him and I was trying to help him. My brother and I don't get along well in real life so this is a little uncharacteristic of us. Then I was caught up doing something at the schools and didn't realize class had started but I didn't know where to go. The teachers names were written on a board just like in my childhood on the first day of school. Except I didn't know where to even find these teachers. I roamed around for a little bit walking through other classes looking for anyone I knew until I believe I found it. I went in the classroom and sat down. It was more of a college atmosphere than an elementary school.
All in all I liked having dreams again. I hope some heavy work is getting done inside.
