11-03-2021, 03:40 AM
For a while now OF results have been less than obvious but things are going on deep under the hood.
I think I said it before but I'm less able to be jump scared as I was prior to OF. I've always been a little on the high strung side so this is good.
Most if not all fear around sexuality has been dissolved and a DMSI run would be interesting. Might do a short run as covid restrictions in my area are pretty much nil.
I'm much more of a generous person as of late. Also a lot of external projection has disappeared. Not really blaming others for my state or emotions.
I feel like a short DMSI would be fun but I also feel UMS would be good too. I've always had this knowing that I was supposed to be wealthy and it was supposed to be fun and "easy" to aquire. OF has brought that out a lot. So much so that I've had to intentionally focus of overcoming fear instead of getting lost in daydreams of wealth and enjoyment. I've never felt so comfortable with the deservedness of large amounts of wealth than I have now. It feels like a part of me and I really hope my UMS runs go really well. I think I'll make an offline journal for myself so I can journal but not have others competing energies around my monetary success and then post it in chunks based on when something major happens.
I've been experimenting with thoughts and attitudes which can make my execution of subliminals more effective. I have been intentionally allowing OF to manifest itself in my body as I noticed myself abstracting subs a little too much. This has been a thing I have been doing for quite some time and it may have been a defense from executing DMSI 2 versions ago that carried over to all subs. If you don't allow a sub to manifest in your body the results can still be there during the run but wont be there after you stop as you switch reality lines and with it goes your prior sub instructions. I really feel personally that not allowing subs to alter my physical body has prevented me from seeing lasting results from subs so I've been intentional about letting subs manifest in my body whatever that looks like. It's kind of hard to describe.
excited to switch to UMS when I'm done. OF has been a life changer but I'm ready for change.
I think I said it before but I'm less able to be jump scared as I was prior to OF. I've always been a little on the high strung side so this is good.
Most if not all fear around sexuality has been dissolved and a DMSI run would be interesting. Might do a short run as covid restrictions in my area are pretty much nil.
I'm much more of a generous person as of late. Also a lot of external projection has disappeared. Not really blaming others for my state or emotions.
I feel like a short DMSI would be fun but I also feel UMS would be good too. I've always had this knowing that I was supposed to be wealthy and it was supposed to be fun and "easy" to aquire. OF has brought that out a lot. So much so that I've had to intentionally focus of overcoming fear instead of getting lost in daydreams of wealth and enjoyment. I've never felt so comfortable with the deservedness of large amounts of wealth than I have now. It feels like a part of me and I really hope my UMS runs go really well. I think I'll make an offline journal for myself so I can journal but not have others competing energies around my monetary success and then post it in chunks based on when something major happens.
I've been experimenting with thoughts and attitudes which can make my execution of subliminals more effective. I have been intentionally allowing OF to manifest itself in my body as I noticed myself abstracting subs a little too much. This has been a thing I have been doing for quite some time and it may have been a defense from executing DMSI 2 versions ago that carried over to all subs. If you don't allow a sub to manifest in your body the results can still be there during the run but wont be there after you stop as you switch reality lines and with it goes your prior sub instructions. I really feel personally that not allowing subs to alter my physical body has prevented me from seeing lasting results from subs so I've been intentional about letting subs manifest in my body whatever that looks like. It's kind of hard to describe.
excited to switch to UMS when I'm done. OF has been a life changer but I'm ready for change.
