10-27-2021, 04:13 AM
Been a while since my last post.
Backed down to 3 loops. I'm not seeing much in the way of apparent results but that doesnt' mean anything. Days off have become something I enjoy instead of dreading because of being halfway through clearing some fear. Also, days off have a good vibe feel and I almost feel the same as when I'm on or better supprisingly.
Personally, i really banked on the DRS to help me with others. Now I'm not afraid to speak my mind even if it's a contrarian opinion and I can actually be pretty respecful when doing so now that some fear is out of the way. I also am aware more now of the good heart I have as a person. With all the fear out of the way I am more inclined to be more generous, kind, patient (for the most part) and social. It feels pretty good.
I score in the 40's for neuroticism on the big 5 test but i think before OF I would have scored higher, negative thoughts are a bit more manageable. Problem solving abilities are up, not as afraid to apply myself and fail when the risk isn't very high and the higher it could be the more I think about acheiving a result as safely as can be accomplished instead of just shutting down.
OF is a godsend and honestly I personally think that OF can get better and faster but that's my uneducated opinon.
Only real downside is that I'm a little bored with OF and will run something else before running OF again.
A lot of fear has been addressed and dealt with though. I feel like a new person so I have no complaints.
I've gone from being crippled by fear as well as "wantless and needless" to a more or less functioning human. What an odd year 2021 has been for me.
Backed down to 3 loops. I'm not seeing much in the way of apparent results but that doesnt' mean anything. Days off have become something I enjoy instead of dreading because of being halfway through clearing some fear. Also, days off have a good vibe feel and I almost feel the same as when I'm on or better supprisingly.
Personally, i really banked on the DRS to help me with others. Now I'm not afraid to speak my mind even if it's a contrarian opinion and I can actually be pretty respecful when doing so now that some fear is out of the way. I also am aware more now of the good heart I have as a person. With all the fear out of the way I am more inclined to be more generous, kind, patient (for the most part) and social. It feels pretty good.
I score in the 40's for neuroticism on the big 5 test but i think before OF I would have scored higher, negative thoughts are a bit more manageable. Problem solving abilities are up, not as afraid to apply myself and fail when the risk isn't very high and the higher it could be the more I think about acheiving a result as safely as can be accomplished instead of just shutting down.
OF is a godsend and honestly I personally think that OF can get better and faster but that's my uneducated opinon.
Only real downside is that I'm a little bored with OF and will run something else before running OF again.
A lot of fear has been addressed and dealt with though. I feel like a new person so I have no complaints.
I've gone from being crippled by fear as well as "wantless and needless" to a more or less functioning human. What an odd year 2021 has been for me.
