09-27-2021, 12:09 PM
Stage 1, day 27:
Today is difficult. Since last friday, I feel tired and thus make it very hard to focus on the work and be productive... Idk what is going on... I'm almost done finishing my next trade system feature that could be a game changer... I should feel enthusiast and motivated but instead I feel like I am drifting...
The tiredness almost feeling depressed feeling is similar to what I feel when I initiate a new program or a new stage... Yet I am toward the end of the first stage...
If I were to guess what is happening, I would either say that it is Stage 2 TID or because I am so close to success there is a part of my subconscious that is resisting as hard as it can to stop me from succeeding...
This is where a strong will can make a difference... No matter how hard it is to complete the current task, I will... There is no other possible outcome...
Today is difficult. Since last friday, I feel tired and thus make it very hard to focus on the work and be productive... Idk what is going on... I'm almost done finishing my next trade system feature that could be a game changer... I should feel enthusiast and motivated but instead I feel like I am drifting...
The tiredness almost feeling depressed feeling is similar to what I feel when I initiate a new program or a new stage... Yet I am toward the end of the first stage...
If I were to guess what is happening, I would either say that it is Stage 2 TID or because I am so close to success there is a part of my subconscious that is resisting as hard as it can to stop me from succeeding...
This is where a strong will can make a difference... No matter how hard it is to complete the current task, I will... There is no other possible outcome...
