09-20-2021, 04:08 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-20-2021, 06:05 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Whew..... UMSv2 and the depth there of...wow !! Had a series of dreams today ,many of them short short, lke popcorn dreams...all linked to others and flowed into them,I remember them not....however the last of the long long dream sequence...where.....
I was with my former wife, she was a driver and there were a bunch of men in the car,we are all crammed in there together, I was in the front seat right next to her while she drove of us to where ever it was we were going...at some point
I held her and we began to kiss and make out..... and as we did,I noticied that she gave back just as much as I was giving( that did not happen in our marriage,it very laup sided)....this car was driving itself while we were into passionate kissing...as if were we at a drive in theater. Ha!
I told her I love you,I have always loved you,which is true.
I Never stopped loving her,I moved on with my Life.... this dream is very signifigant . good Lord. if 5.0 FRM is doing this in UMSv2, good grief what it much do in its stand alone version. amazing !!
IM not in love with my former wife any more and havent been in well over 30 yrs but I will always love her as I will always love Robert, my first beloved one after my divorce, ect..... he was a narcissist , couldn't keep his ass outta the air, nor his pants zipped. cheated the entire time I was with Him and I only found out towards the end of it all( I was in my 20's and he way way way more experienced at being a hack!) that two is long long over. but I loved him and still do and always will. No it wasnt ok with me for him to do what he did as he did it..... it never will be and Im am however, not a door mat for some one elses unfaithful bullshit, but I do Love him,just not in love with him.
Point is when I Love someone,really fall in Love,to me its for keeps,I will always love them. I pine for neither Robert nor Dulcinea ( which means sweet dreams and she was too! I might be Gay,however I am not fucking blind ! Ha!!_if I were gonna try to change my spots and strips it shure as hell was NOT gonna be with an UGLY women!! C'mon!) I Met a healer who'd change my life a year later and after that I'd never stand fo anything close to such that I went thru in my 20's and meeting this incredbile healer was some 31 yrs ago...Life has not been the same since,I still work with her,too!!
So yeah profound ,in my world, going back some 30 yrs plus ,healing stuff! wow.
Also I got while in a super relaxed deeper alpha brain wave state, that 6 loops...would be better, is whats needed, as I'd asked internally quietly what level do I need to increase, if at all? answer: 6 loops.....so now Im gradually workin on that, building up to it, as today before I'd asked and fell asleep...I'd run 5 loops today for the first time.
Side note: For you Men running OFv3, respectfull.y I wanna say yawl are some lucky Bastards,indeed!! There will come a time when I can definitely run OFv3 and I will ,I am however very grateful to be running UMSv2 4 Stages,but I do envy you Men who are clearing massive amounts of shit/old baggage/stuff, though I know its not always easy or a prim rose path,ect... I envy you but not in a negative way, more like by your examples , "Wow,look at these hella courageous dudes and what they are really going for and becoming" Massive respect Men, I swear no Bull !! Strong Hearts and who you all are becoming as a result, as more of who you truly are, comes forth, out from the shadows and shackles of F.E.A.R. -
False Evidence Appearing Real
The other piece to this is that in this life time I finally really got it, that in order to fit in, to have the so called right income, to lie some where and all things related,I am going to have to create that myself, my own home, my own incomes( multiple streams) my own land,etc..... so that I fit in exactly where I create it, make it, expand it,etc...
So yeah some profound things are unfolding. I've got UMSv2 running some this evening,as addition as back up to some remarkable unfoldings today.
Quietly inspired. The journey continues.
PS: Hours later just did yet one more round of UMSv2 for the day. IM done for the day MY Brain is super loaded right now and I need time to come down and intergrate it all.
As one who will more than likely purposely put myself out to pasture,when all the care giving/being with family directly is over.
As in when I Leave here Im going to Idaho, Alaska or some when deep out younder and yes IM well prepared for it emotionally and physically, I plan to live a life at peace and in the peace and quite of being far away from it all. At some point however,I do hope that Shannon will create an " Attract Your Perfect, Beloved One" subliminal in 6G- download
perfect for you according to you and your consciousness,that is. I will be in contact with Folks to a greater or lesser degree then. I wont be completely devoid of contact with Others,that is.
In the mean time TJC !!
I was with my former wife, she was a driver and there were a bunch of men in the car,we are all crammed in there together, I was in the front seat right next to her while she drove of us to where ever it was we were going...at some point
I held her and we began to kiss and make out..... and as we did,I noticied that she gave back just as much as I was giving( that did not happen in our marriage,it very laup sided)....this car was driving itself while we were into passionate kissing...as if were we at a drive in theater. Ha!
I told her I love you,I have always loved you,which is true.
I Never stopped loving her,I moved on with my Life.... this dream is very signifigant . good Lord. if 5.0 FRM is doing this in UMSv2, good grief what it much do in its stand alone version. amazing !!
IM not in love with my former wife any more and havent been in well over 30 yrs but I will always love her as I will always love Robert, my first beloved one after my divorce, ect..... he was a narcissist , couldn't keep his ass outta the air, nor his pants zipped. cheated the entire time I was with Him and I only found out towards the end of it all( I was in my 20's and he way way way more experienced at being a hack!) that two is long long over. but I loved him and still do and always will. No it wasnt ok with me for him to do what he did as he did it..... it never will be and Im am however, not a door mat for some one elses unfaithful bullshit, but I do Love him,just not in love with him.
Point is when I Love someone,really fall in Love,to me its for keeps,I will always love them. I pine for neither Robert nor Dulcinea ( which means sweet dreams and she was too! I might be Gay,however I am not fucking blind ! Ha!!_if I were gonna try to change my spots and strips it shure as hell was NOT gonna be with an UGLY women!! C'mon!) I Met a healer who'd change my life a year later and after that I'd never stand fo anything close to such that I went thru in my 20's and meeting this incredbile healer was some 31 yrs ago...Life has not been the same since,I still work with her,too!!
So yeah profound ,in my world, going back some 30 yrs plus ,healing stuff! wow.
Also I got while in a super relaxed deeper alpha brain wave state, that 6 loops...would be better, is whats needed, as I'd asked internally quietly what level do I need to increase, if at all? answer: 6 loops.....so now Im gradually workin on that, building up to it, as today before I'd asked and fell asleep...I'd run 5 loops today for the first time.
Side note: For you Men running OFv3, respectfull.y I wanna say yawl are some lucky Bastards,indeed!! There will come a time when I can definitely run OFv3 and I will ,I am however very grateful to be running UMSv2 4 Stages,but I do envy you Men who are clearing massive amounts of shit/old baggage/stuff, though I know its not always easy or a prim rose path,ect... I envy you but not in a negative way, more like by your examples , "Wow,look at these hella courageous dudes and what they are really going for and becoming" Massive respect Men, I swear no Bull !! Strong Hearts and who you all are becoming as a result, as more of who you truly are, comes forth, out from the shadows and shackles of F.E.A.R. -
False Evidence Appearing Real
The other piece to this is that in this life time I finally really got it, that in order to fit in, to have the so called right income, to lie some where and all things related,I am going to have to create that myself, my own home, my own incomes( multiple streams) my own land,etc..... so that I fit in exactly where I create it, make it, expand it,etc...
So yeah some profound things are unfolding. I've got UMSv2 running some this evening,as addition as back up to some remarkable unfoldings today.
Quietly inspired. The journey continues.
PS: Hours later just did yet one more round of UMSv2 for the day. IM done for the day MY Brain is super loaded right now and I need time to come down and intergrate it all.
As one who will more than likely purposely put myself out to pasture,when all the care giving/being with family directly is over.
As in when I Leave here Im going to Idaho, Alaska or some when deep out younder and yes IM well prepared for it emotionally and physically, I plan to live a life at peace and in the peace and quite of being far away from it all. At some point however,I do hope that Shannon will create an " Attract Your Perfect, Beloved One" subliminal in 6G- download
perfect for you according to you and your consciousness,that is. I will be in contact with Folks to a greater or lesser degree then. I wont be completely devoid of contact with Others,that is.
In the mean time TJC !!
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
