09-18-2021, 04:18 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-18-2021, 04:26 AM by ncbeareatingman.)
So MY second Day off of UMSv2 S4. Yesterday morning, I woke up feeling clear headed and fresh, I felt stronger,like an entire clean slate was at hand.
This morning,I almost feel numb...as if theres " not much there" so to speak.
I sense that is a space between what was and what will be..... in addition with Family Life and all that is going on including a 3rd cousin who is near death....Ive got major burn out around the whole thing.
Plus I feel like at this point, using UMSv2 is really like working out at the Gym. and that getting in shape again can be weird awkward,exhilerating, energizing,draining as hell,ect... but you KNOW that you are making progress because of the efforts put into it.....the whole WTF AM I doing? when the quantum jump comes THEN YOU'll know why!!
I Am ok this morning.
I reminded of Catman's Carpet Boming OFv3 and how finally He and it took a Huge Jump...into major results/clearing etc
So putting "in" investing in will definitely continue....
tomorrow I being the work out in Full....again!!
TJC !!
This morning,I almost feel numb...as if theres " not much there" so to speak.
I sense that is a space between what was and what will be..... in addition with Family Life and all that is going on including a 3rd cousin who is near death....Ive got major burn out around the whole thing.
Plus I feel like at this point, using UMSv2 is really like working out at the Gym. and that getting in shape again can be weird awkward,exhilerating, energizing,draining as hell,ect... but you KNOW that you are making progress because of the efforts put into it.....the whole WTF AM I doing? when the quantum jump comes THEN YOU'll know why!!
I Am ok this morning.
I reminded of Catman's Carpet Boming OFv3 and how finally He and it took a Huge Jump...into major results/clearing etc
So putting "in" investing in will definitely continue....
tomorrow I being the work out in Full....again!!
TJC !!
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
