09-16-2021, 02:05 PM
That’s what they say. I’m just gonna see how this feels. So far I’m very impressed with the listening time, power, and efficiency. I accidentally ran the hybrid track so it hit me hard, I’m going back to the masked tomorrow to follow protocol.
One thing of note was I was on the train/walking around and eyeing some women or vice versa, and while there was indeed fear, I was able to in an instant trace the fear to its root, question if it’s serving me / based in reality, and promptly let go large swaths of it. The experience revealed where I’m truly at because the fears were very nasty and deep (fear of being ridiculed, fear of being beaten up, fear of being alone, fear of being unattractive to women, fear of coming off creepy or weird.)
This awareness is priceless. I’ve been having eye contact and presence with women but have been unable to really bridge the gap, and after seeing what fears are operating it’s pretty clear why. That being said I think I need to continue to push fwd - going on dates going out
One thing of note was I was on the train/walking around and eyeing some women or vice versa, and while there was indeed fear, I was able to in an instant trace the fear to its root, question if it’s serving me / based in reality, and promptly let go large swaths of it. The experience revealed where I’m truly at because the fears were very nasty and deep (fear of being ridiculed, fear of being beaten up, fear of being alone, fear of being unattractive to women, fear of coming off creepy or weird.)
This awareness is priceless. I’ve been having eye contact and presence with women but have been unable to really bridge the gap, and after seeing what fears are operating it’s pretty clear why. That being said I think I need to continue to push fwd - going on dates going out
