09-01-2021, 05:55 AM
I have started UMSv2 today. I was running some other program but yesterday I did look at the news and I did realize that there was a lot of uncertainty short-term future was rather grim and that focusing on anything else than monetary success now was kinda futile...
My guts are telling me that significant monetary success could even become life critical pretty fast...
So here I am... I might be in front of THE challenge of my lifetime... On the bright side, I sometimes succeed in creating miracles when working under pressure...
I am hopeful. As long as I'm alive, there is hope. I didn't journal much lately. My 21 years old long ltr is over. My ex is moving out this week-end. She has a lot of qualities but making good rational decisions isn't part of them. In terms of financial security, current timing is kinda dumb right now. Even if we don't get along well anymore, we could still put our ressources together to go through the tough time ahead of us...
It is kinda weird... It seems like I am among a rare breed of people who is able to have clear picture of the potential hellish conditions waiting for us around the next corner and about to show its ugly face in few weeks from now...
oh well, that is something that kinda affect me emotionally... The house is going to be empty... On the bright side, this is one chain that was keeping me attached to where I live that is removed... I might be getting closer to freedom.
For her, this is some kind of test. She tells me that she is going through her 40 crisis and that she could come back next year... In my mind, it is impossible. I feel betrayed... I was annoyed sometimes by her occasional bad mood but I was going over that for the greater good of our family. Our kids. Last winter, she started to frequent the dad of some friends of our daughters. She went to great length to reassure me that it was strictly friendly but that she was getting along so well with him and that she was feeling lonely because of the lockdowns... If there is one thing that I have acquire by using all the subs program here, it is self-confidence... I didn't felt insecure or feeling any threats coming from this guy, a daily weed smoker, unambitious guy. I told to myself that my gf would be dumb AF to leave me to go with this guy... Well, I won't tell you how things evolved since then but I'm pretty sure that you can guess...
I'll stop ranting about my love life despite that it feels good to ventilate about that in the journal...
Here are my expectations while running UMS.
1-2 months ago, I had the idea to sell my digital marketing biz... The project did kinda stall... I feel like I might have some unconscious blocking stopping me to go ahead with this project. I hope that UMS will help complete this project.
The gov where I live announced that it might freeze bank accounts of people not submitting to it... I have applied on a job last Friday with a crypto project group to offer my dev services. I have an interview with them this Friday. Having a job paid in crypto would make banks irrelevant in my case...
Finally, I have been very quiet with my trading project. Overall a lot have progressed since I have completed BASE last year. I have fixed a lot of bugs... Tweaked some part of it... It runs pretty smoothly now.. I have very long stretches of successive profitable trading days. The issue that I have is the trading volume. Markets are very quiet right now... I am starting to gain experience with that stuff. Based on my previous experience, it is seasonal... I remember rambling about the same thing last year. Summer was incredibly quiet... My best trading sessions was in late fall and during the first quarter (winter). I think that it is very likely to do the same thing this year...
In my todo list, I am up to the point where the next item is to add a feature to my trading strategy. Before implementing it, I added code to measure how much trading value the feature could bring in. It is very promising. It seems like it could generate few hundreds of dollars daily but one day last month, it did report that the sum of the missed opportunities from the missing feature was over 8 millions!
Even If that type of opportunity happens once per year... It is worth going after it... I evaluate the time it takes to implement that feature about few days. Max a week...
I currently have the feeling of always been about to massively success... Once I reach the milestone... It turns out to not be the catalyst but I feel that I am getting closer... The best analogy would be like trying to break a concrete dam with an ice picket. At first, you just chip the wall... maybe at some point, you start seeing water dripping... but the process is very slow... until you give the fatal blow that makes the dam of success finally break...
I'm looking forward sharing my upcoming monetary successes with the group.
Have a nice day!
My guts are telling me that significant monetary success could even become life critical pretty fast...
So here I am... I might be in front of THE challenge of my lifetime... On the bright side, I sometimes succeed in creating miracles when working under pressure...
I am hopeful. As long as I'm alive, there is hope. I didn't journal much lately. My 21 years old long ltr is over. My ex is moving out this week-end. She has a lot of qualities but making good rational decisions isn't part of them. In terms of financial security, current timing is kinda dumb right now. Even if we don't get along well anymore, we could still put our ressources together to go through the tough time ahead of us...
It is kinda weird... It seems like I am among a rare breed of people who is able to have clear picture of the potential hellish conditions waiting for us around the next corner and about to show its ugly face in few weeks from now...
oh well, that is something that kinda affect me emotionally... The house is going to be empty... On the bright side, this is one chain that was keeping me attached to where I live that is removed... I might be getting closer to freedom.
For her, this is some kind of test. She tells me that she is going through her 40 crisis and that she could come back next year... In my mind, it is impossible. I feel betrayed... I was annoyed sometimes by her occasional bad mood but I was going over that for the greater good of our family. Our kids. Last winter, she started to frequent the dad of some friends of our daughters. She went to great length to reassure me that it was strictly friendly but that she was getting along so well with him and that she was feeling lonely because of the lockdowns... If there is one thing that I have acquire by using all the subs program here, it is self-confidence... I didn't felt insecure or feeling any threats coming from this guy, a daily weed smoker, unambitious guy. I told to myself that my gf would be dumb AF to leave me to go with this guy... Well, I won't tell you how things evolved since then but I'm pretty sure that you can guess...
I'll stop ranting about my love life despite that it feels good to ventilate about that in the journal...
Here are my expectations while running UMS.
1-2 months ago, I had the idea to sell my digital marketing biz... The project did kinda stall... I feel like I might have some unconscious blocking stopping me to go ahead with this project. I hope that UMS will help complete this project.
The gov where I live announced that it might freeze bank accounts of people not submitting to it... I have applied on a job last Friday with a crypto project group to offer my dev services. I have an interview with them this Friday. Having a job paid in crypto would make banks irrelevant in my case...
Finally, I have been very quiet with my trading project. Overall a lot have progressed since I have completed BASE last year. I have fixed a lot of bugs... Tweaked some part of it... It runs pretty smoothly now.. I have very long stretches of successive profitable trading days. The issue that I have is the trading volume. Markets are very quiet right now... I am starting to gain experience with that stuff. Based on my previous experience, it is seasonal... I remember rambling about the same thing last year. Summer was incredibly quiet... My best trading sessions was in late fall and during the first quarter (winter). I think that it is very likely to do the same thing this year...
In my todo list, I am up to the point where the next item is to add a feature to my trading strategy. Before implementing it, I added code to measure how much trading value the feature could bring in. It is very promising. It seems like it could generate few hundreds of dollars daily but one day last month, it did report that the sum of the missed opportunities from the missing feature was over 8 millions!
Even If that type of opportunity happens once per year... It is worth going after it... I evaluate the time it takes to implement that feature about few days. Max a week...
I currently have the feeling of always been about to massively success... Once I reach the milestone... It turns out to not be the catalyst but I feel that I am getting closer... The best analogy would be like trying to break a concrete dam with an ice picket. At first, you just chip the wall... maybe at some point, you start seeing water dripping... but the process is very slow... until you give the fatal blow that makes the dam of success finally break...
I'm looking forward sharing my upcoming monetary successes with the group.
Have a nice day!
