Day 74/180 OFF #1- Satuday 31 July - *Hybrid loop 5 cycle 1*
1) So stayed up enjoying the live youtube stream. Went to bed late and woke late. No dreams that I can recall.
2) Woke late, around 12.30pm but considering the day earlier I had less sleep and this night I slept very late I expected this and took it as a break from 4-5miles walking and studying too.
3) Feel fine, happy almost. I think the walking gave me a positive boost and I'm still enjoying it. If I had not woken late I would have enjoyed another walk but I'm assessing how my legs cope and my priority is to study today.
4) I made french toast, I feel like a man in love lmao just chilled and calm and cool
and the weather is hot and sunny and great. I then after a few hours of food coma started studying going over/reviewing material covered so far before watching the video lecture on new material.
5) I started losing focus and getting bored after 15mins so took a break to come to the forum, replied to the posts in this thread and now updating then back to studying.
6) The fear was apparent yesterday about calling companies for work experience but today it is less so. I have a friend to contact, that my yesterday friend said I should reach out to for information but I don't feel like doing it today so may do tomorrow. There is an apprehension within but I'm unsure why there is again I can only surmise this is fear.
Nevertheless I don't feel it as much though it is there and do think by tomorrow I may be in a stronger position to take action upon it and reach out to this other friend.
I also think no matter how slow it is going doing whatever studying I can is and will increase my confidence in terms of career and this is what I do need.
For anyone not following after these 2 days off I return back to 4 loops for a few cycles to see how that works on me.
Addendum:
I wanted to also add that I wont be joining live youtube streams well intend not to. They go on for hours and take away from my goals and I don't want that. I experienced it its nice but I want to stick to studying daily and just chip away at my success and goals as I can.
1) So stayed up enjoying the live youtube stream. Went to bed late and woke late. No dreams that I can recall.
2) Woke late, around 12.30pm but considering the day earlier I had less sleep and this night I slept very late I expected this and took it as a break from 4-5miles walking and studying too.
3) Feel fine, happy almost. I think the walking gave me a positive boost and I'm still enjoying it. If I had not woken late I would have enjoyed another walk but I'm assessing how my legs cope and my priority is to study today.
4) I made french toast, I feel like a man in love lmao just chilled and calm and cool
and the weather is hot and sunny and great. I then after a few hours of food coma started studying going over/reviewing material covered so far before watching the video lecture on new material. 5) I started losing focus and getting bored after 15mins so took a break to come to the forum, replied to the posts in this thread and now updating then back to studying.
6) The fear was apparent yesterday about calling companies for work experience but today it is less so. I have a friend to contact, that my yesterday friend said I should reach out to for information but I don't feel like doing it today so may do tomorrow. There is an apprehension within but I'm unsure why there is again I can only surmise this is fear.
Nevertheless I don't feel it as much though it is there and do think by tomorrow I may be in a stronger position to take action upon it and reach out to this other friend.
I also think no matter how slow it is going doing whatever studying I can is and will increase my confidence in terms of career and this is what I do need.
For anyone not following after these 2 days off I return back to 4 loops for a few cycles to see how that works on me.
Addendum:
I wanted to also add that I wont be joining live youtube streams well intend not to. They go on for hours and take away from my goals and I don't want that. I experienced it its nice but I want to stick to studying daily and just chip away at my success and goals as I can.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
