So I've been using OF v3 , 2-3 loops per day 3 days on 2 days off. Hybrid format.
I can feel my mind is becoming powerful again. My fears are going away again, and I'm feeling better.
Whatever it was, whether it was resistance, UM v2 probably needed more time to make me good.
But fortunately OF v3 making me feel really good again. I am also focused on my goals, still thinking about business.
Been going to the gym, I had lost some weight when I came back to Vancouver 2 months from Colombia, I was not eating properly & I was only doing work outs at home with dumbbells.
Now that I've been back in the gym the last 2-3 weeks, And eating good again, My weight is back to what it was before I left Colombia.
I feel really good when I see myself in the mirror. Most of my life I was really skinny & not happy with my physique I was very insecure about it. I was SUPER skinny. Not that there is anything wrong with that, but I was quite short too so I always felt inferior, and felt like I was often overlooked by some women.
Quite the opposite now, I feel like attraction comes with ease now.
I worked on self developement for a long time to get to this point, And I've progressively seen more progress in this regard as the years went on. But now I'm at an all time high when it comes to how I feel about myself,
Overcome Fear v3 has me feeling & walking around like a true alpha. Even more powerful then AM v6.
In the gym I walk with such power & aura, but not in a douche bag type way, just pure confidence.
It's pretty cool, I only saw one other person in the busy gym that I felt had that power / confidence in his walk at the gym the other day when I was there.
In the past, When I had increased confidence from DMSI or whatever, I noticed that when walking by other Alpha's I would feel like afraid that they are going to be threathened by my confidence, or something along those lines, or maybe feel like i'm being confrontational. It was as if I was acting like an alpha but wasn't truly alpha.
Now it's at a core level. I don't have those thoughts anymore when walking around, I feel very grounded when walking around.
Beautiful women in the gym & I am working out around them without feeling insecure or shy . I used to feel like that sometimes at the gym in the past. (In Colombia on OF v2 I also never felt that insecurity at the gym around women.)
Allot of these changes started to happen during OF v2, but I feel like OF v3 is solidifying it & intensifying my feelings of self esteem, confidence ect.
It's a good feeling.
I am also less outcome dependant, I don't give a fuck about the results with the women I'm talking too, my ex in Colombia & this other women in Vancouver. I do care about the outcome but I don't feel any fear or anxiety if they give me a bad response or something, like I don't feel emotionally invested or outcome dependant to the extent that I was all my life.
So I can now respond without fear, and they can sense it. It's a good feeling. I used to be the type to overthink every message, then re read the entire convo like obsessively analyzing it & seeing If I did good or not. & ask my friends about it.
I was pretty fucked up in high school with women & stuff. I was social & popular in school but I was very insecure & especially around women.
I also had an epiphany the other day that I became more insecure & depressed when I was a child because when I was 11 years old my mom gave away my Dog, that I had for a year, for no reason. She gave it away because of her own mental issues.
I remember going to school the next day with severe depression, and heart ache as if someone I loved died, or something like that. It was probably the worst experience I've ever felt. I loved that dog, and I used to have dreams of having a dog when I was a kid & I would wake up & not have one.
So when I finally had one It felt amazing.
"Honey was the name forever embedded in my brain, you're gone never coming back & I'm the one to blame ,
it was wrong of me to take you from your mother oh brother karma jacked a father of his daughter"
I wrote that when I was in high school. I forget the rest.
I am still not fully healed form this trauma, but I have had two experiences that helped me heal a bit.
I remember 7 years after it happened, I did a healing technique & I started bawling my eyes out, I had thought that I was already over it, but I wasn't. I never cried , that healing technique brought the tears out.
Then like 5 years later, I wrote a letter to my mom & confronted her about what happened while crying.
I think I need to talk to a therapist or someone. or do EPHRA.
EDIT: Oh and I have had avoidant personality disorder symptoms for many years now, 5 years or so. I would try and avoid most social situations, like family parties, or meeting up with my friends. I had a GF for 2 years though so that was nice. And being with her helped me overcome allot my anxietys because I had to be in a state of meditation all the time when I was with her we lived together, and that state of meditation & letting things be, translated over into my business too. OF v3 is the only thing I noticed that has taken this fear away. I don't have this fear when I'm on this subliminal. on UM v2 I had it. So it was making me not want to do things, and making me not want to work.
I can feel my mind is becoming powerful again. My fears are going away again, and I'm feeling better.
Whatever it was, whether it was resistance, UM v2 probably needed more time to make me good.
But fortunately OF v3 making me feel really good again. I am also focused on my goals, still thinking about business.
Been going to the gym, I had lost some weight when I came back to Vancouver 2 months from Colombia, I was not eating properly & I was only doing work outs at home with dumbbells.
Now that I've been back in the gym the last 2-3 weeks, And eating good again, My weight is back to what it was before I left Colombia.
I feel really good when I see myself in the mirror. Most of my life I was really skinny & not happy with my physique I was very insecure about it. I was SUPER skinny. Not that there is anything wrong with that, but I was quite short too so I always felt inferior, and felt like I was often overlooked by some women.
Quite the opposite now, I feel like attraction comes with ease now.
I worked on self developement for a long time to get to this point, And I've progressively seen more progress in this regard as the years went on. But now I'm at an all time high when it comes to how I feel about myself,
Overcome Fear v3 has me feeling & walking around like a true alpha. Even more powerful then AM v6.
In the gym I walk with such power & aura, but not in a douche bag type way, just pure confidence.
It's pretty cool, I only saw one other person in the busy gym that I felt had that power / confidence in his walk at the gym the other day when I was there.
In the past, When I had increased confidence from DMSI or whatever, I noticed that when walking by other Alpha's I would feel like afraid that they are going to be threathened by my confidence, or something along those lines, or maybe feel like i'm being confrontational. It was as if I was acting like an alpha but wasn't truly alpha.
Now it's at a core level. I don't have those thoughts anymore when walking around, I feel very grounded when walking around.
Beautiful women in the gym & I am working out around them without feeling insecure or shy . I used to feel like that sometimes at the gym in the past. (In Colombia on OF v2 I also never felt that insecurity at the gym around women.)
Allot of these changes started to happen during OF v2, but I feel like OF v3 is solidifying it & intensifying my feelings of self esteem, confidence ect.
It's a good feeling.
I am also less outcome dependant, I don't give a fuck about the results with the women I'm talking too, my ex in Colombia & this other women in Vancouver. I do care about the outcome but I don't feel any fear or anxiety if they give me a bad response or something, like I don't feel emotionally invested or outcome dependant to the extent that I was all my life.
So I can now respond without fear, and they can sense it. It's a good feeling. I used to be the type to overthink every message, then re read the entire convo like obsessively analyzing it & seeing If I did good or not. & ask my friends about it.
I was pretty fucked up in high school with women & stuff. I was social & popular in school but I was very insecure & especially around women.
I also had an epiphany the other day that I became more insecure & depressed when I was a child because when I was 11 years old my mom gave away my Dog, that I had for a year, for no reason. She gave it away because of her own mental issues.
I remember going to school the next day with severe depression, and heart ache as if someone I loved died, or something like that. It was probably the worst experience I've ever felt. I loved that dog, and I used to have dreams of having a dog when I was a kid & I would wake up & not have one.
So when I finally had one It felt amazing.
"Honey was the name forever embedded in my brain, you're gone never coming back & I'm the one to blame ,
it was wrong of me to take you from your mother oh brother karma jacked a father of his daughter"
I wrote that when I was in high school. I forget the rest.
I am still not fully healed form this trauma, but I have had two experiences that helped me heal a bit.
I remember 7 years after it happened, I did a healing technique & I started bawling my eyes out, I had thought that I was already over it, but I wasn't. I never cried , that healing technique brought the tears out.
Then like 5 years later, I wrote a letter to my mom & confronted her about what happened while crying.
I think I need to talk to a therapist or someone. or do EPHRA.
EDIT: Oh and I have had avoidant personality disorder symptoms for many years now, 5 years or so. I would try and avoid most social situations, like family parties, or meeting up with my friends. I had a GF for 2 years though so that was nice. And being with her helped me overcome allot my anxietys because I had to be in a state of meditation all the time when I was with her we lived together, and that state of meditation & letting things be, translated over into my business too. OF v3 is the only thing I noticed that has taken this fear away. I don't have this fear when I'm on this subliminal. on UM v2 I had it. So it was making me not want to do things, and making me not want to work.
