07-26-2021, 12:33 PM
Thank goodness OF 5.0 is in UMSv2....clearly survival mode is up strongly.
the fears of not getting what I want ( I'll die from it fears)
the fears of I wont get what I want ( same as abouve)
I dont have what it takes to make it ( which will result in me dying from it )
Lack ( fear of not having enough,scarcity_ and 4 lifeitme's of FAMINE ( same as abouve)
Having wealth will kill me, having wealth will get me killed ( saem as abouve)
yea the shits up deep today...
I feel wiped out a hell, but most of its from being short on MY fullerine C60 supply....
yea healing the lack.....
the push me pull ya fear of dying routine....closed loop fear on both ends...
short version fuck it Imma keep going.....
second day ON of UMSv2 with two more to go....
the fears of not getting what I want ( I'll die from it fears)
the fears of I wont get what I want ( same as abouve)
I dont have what it takes to make it ( which will result in me dying from it )
Lack ( fear of not having enough,scarcity_ and 4 lifeitme's of FAMINE ( same as abouve)
Having wealth will kill me, having wealth will get me killed ( saem as abouve)
yea the shits up deep today...
I feel wiped out a hell, but most of its from being short on MY fullerine C60 supply....
yea healing the lack.....
the push me pull ya fear of dying routine....closed loop fear on both ends...
short version fuck it Imma keep going.....
second day ON of UMSv2 with two more to go....
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"