07-26-2021, 07:39 AM
Day 68/180 ON #1- Sunday 25 July - *1st Day of Hybrid (4 loops) * - part 2
4) Went to bed around 6am, after playing my pc game for a few hours and unable to get away.
5) Fapped slept whatever time it was as well as hitting play on the sub for day 2.
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Day 69/180 ON #2- Monday 26 July - *2nd Day of Hybrid (4 loops) *
1) No dreams or anything. Woke at 12.50pm which is better and wasn't at all tired. Therefore the tiredness I had yesterday was more likely due to the sleep supplements as I suspected.
2) As I had done all study planning yesterday and over the last month I felt ok there was no where and no way for me to hide but to get some studying done. Ive opted to try and make it as easy as possible by not reading textbooks or jumping into the hardest topics but to use online video lectures and start at the most basic of places that I can.
I managed to do just that and study and as I did I found it at first to focus but I got there and I managed to get a 16mins lecture done in 1-2hours of understanding and self testing. Its taken a long time but its a start and a great start.
So today on hybrid I felt when I woke and during the day as if I didnt even listen to anything. That feeling which I call bliss as its as if I have no angst to the sub made me feel like I should increase the loop to 5 after this ASRB2 has ended.
I will however see how I go today and then the 2 off days before making that decision but I feel that is a way to go for me.
4) Went to bed around 6am, after playing my pc game for a few hours and unable to get away.
5) Fapped slept whatever time it was as well as hitting play on the sub for day 2.
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Day 69/180 ON #2- Monday 26 July - *2nd Day of Hybrid (4 loops) *
1) No dreams or anything. Woke at 12.50pm which is better and wasn't at all tired. Therefore the tiredness I had yesterday was more likely due to the sleep supplements as I suspected.
2) As I had done all study planning yesterday and over the last month I felt ok there was no where and no way for me to hide but to get some studying done. Ive opted to try and make it as easy as possible by not reading textbooks or jumping into the hardest topics but to use online video lectures and start at the most basic of places that I can.
I managed to do just that and study and as I did I found it at first to focus but I got there and I managed to get a 16mins lecture done in 1-2hours of understanding and self testing. Its taken a long time but its a start and a great start.
So today on hybrid I felt when I woke and during the day as if I didnt even listen to anything. That feeling which I call bliss as its as if I have no angst to the sub made me feel like I should increase the loop to 5 after this ASRB2 has ended.
I will however see how I go today and then the 2 off days before making that decision but I feel that is a way to go for me.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
