07-22-2021, 03:06 PM
Day 67
While driving home from work today, I found myself reminiscing about a window of time in my early 20s. The memories were really fun and I felt really good as I sifted through them. The funny thing is, I've often looked at this point in my life as a low point. But today, my mind focused on the positive experiences. This is the second time that this has happened to me in the past few weeks. It's like I'm looking at the same set of experiences through a different lens than I typically do.
As for sub usage...Anxiety hit me hard last Sunday and Monday. So I increased my loops to two on Monday night. I woke up in the middle of the night feeling panicked, so I ran another loop. Since then, I've been running two loops per night. Yesterday was going to be a day off, but I kept going because was craving more. The same goes for today. I want more, so I'm not going to start my break yet. I'm feeling hints of motivation creep through occasionally, particularly with regard to fitness. I'm not training for a Spartan race or anything, but I've been getting in a set or two of some light exercise here and there. Before, it was nothing but sitting here on my lazy behind.
While driving home from work today, I found myself reminiscing about a window of time in my early 20s. The memories were really fun and I felt really good as I sifted through them. The funny thing is, I've often looked at this point in my life as a low point. But today, my mind focused on the positive experiences. This is the second time that this has happened to me in the past few weeks. It's like I'm looking at the same set of experiences through a different lens than I typically do.
As for sub usage...Anxiety hit me hard last Sunday and Monday. So I increased my loops to two on Monday night. I woke up in the middle of the night feeling panicked, so I ran another loop. Since then, I've been running two loops per night. Yesterday was going to be a day off, but I kept going because was craving more. The same goes for today. I want more, so I'm not going to start my break yet. I'm feeling hints of motivation creep through occasionally, particularly with regard to fitness. I'm not training for a Spartan race or anything, but I've been getting in a set or two of some light exercise here and there. Before, it was nothing but sitting here on my lazy behind.
