07-22-2021, 01:55 PM
Caught myself at work today in some of my old fear-induced mindsets and decided to choose to execute OFV3 instructions instead. It was a little sloppy emotionally but it's a work in progress. I cannot expect perfection from the getgo. However, change is happening. Fear of not doing something perfectly is reducing and I am learning to mitigate the risks of failure through a tier system based on my current level of skill in whatever it is I'm doing, possible outcomes if a failure happens as well as my willingness to learn new things which has always been present but has increased in the past few days. A little complicated but it also prevents some stupidity from unnecessary ventures into high percentage failure possibilities. Knowing your limits is important and saying when you don't think that you are the person for the job is important as well.
I'm enjoying myself more.
I'm enjoying myself more.