07-18-2021, 10:34 AM
I am at a loss
OF3 has been hitting something big for a few days now and it's causing some anxiety or panic in me. I played 5 or 6 loops yesterday in an attempt to get over it before my 2 day break but that does not seem to have happened. I'm exhausted but the anxiety still remains. Wondering if I should be playing a loop or 2 today despite being on an off day. I haven't felt anything quite like this before. It's almost to the point of not being controllable. I can't push it down and I don't know how to process this to release it.
This is one of the most difficult things I have gone through on any of Shannons subs. some of the depression of earlier 5G subs sucked but it was never like this. Hope it passes soon. Ready to be done with whatever is inside of me.
OF3 has been hitting something big for a few days now and it's causing some anxiety or panic in me. I played 5 or 6 loops yesterday in an attempt to get over it before my 2 day break but that does not seem to have happened. I'm exhausted but the anxiety still remains. Wondering if I should be playing a loop or 2 today despite being on an off day. I haven't felt anything quite like this before. It's almost to the point of not being controllable. I can't push it down and I don't know how to process this to release it.
This is one of the most difficult things I have gone through on any of Shannons subs. some of the depression of earlier 5G subs sucked but it was never like this. Hope it passes soon. Ready to be done with whatever is inside of me.
