OF3; AKA Herrenknecht "Martina" TBM

[Chris P. Bacon]

Whatever was happening this morning seems to be gone, or maybe I was just overtired from 3 days on. Starting to develop a focus in my life as with the fear gone it's now obvious why my life hasn't amounted to much as of yet. Not developing skills or using my talents or gifts as the "not good enough" was such a heavy burden to drag around and always gnawed at my heels. Not anymore. My heart has been so checked out of life for so long because of hoplessness that it takes a bit of effort to actually want anything.

Also getting in touch with feeling again because I have to feel like I want something in life.