07-08-2021, 04:42 AM
Day 52
I start my loops again tonight after a two day break. OFv3 has my brain pretty well loaded, even at one loop. I didn't sleep well for the first three nights after reducing the loops from two to one, but last night I was knocked out. Also, my morning anxiety is gone. Since I've been using the hybrid format, it seems like my upset subconscious has used loop reduction as a desperate attempt to fight back against the script until it finally runs out of gas and gives up the fight.
Although I'm tired today, I'm feeling hints of "I can do anything" . It's a new feeling and it's barely noticeable, but it's there. That's progress. I have a feeling that if OFv3 can really accomplish all of what it's intended to do then the results are going to be pretty damned spectacular.
I start my loops again tonight after a two day break. OFv3 has my brain pretty well loaded, even at one loop. I didn't sleep well for the first three nights after reducing the loops from two to one, but last night I was knocked out. Also, my morning anxiety is gone. Since I've been using the hybrid format, it seems like my upset subconscious has used loop reduction as a desperate attempt to fight back against the script until it finally runs out of gas and gives up the fight.
Although I'm tired today, I'm feeling hints of "I can do anything" . It's a new feeling and it's barely noticeable, but it's there. That's progress. I have a feeling that if OFv3 can really accomplish all of what it's intended to do then the results are going to be pretty damned spectacular.
