Day 47/180 OFF #2- Sun 4 July
1) Set myself up to sleep early and get as much sleep as I possibly could. Slept around 12-1am and woke at 6am then slept then woke around 10am and finally around 11am sat up as couldnt sleep any more.
2) Felt lazy for 1 hour sat in bed playing on my phone etc.
3) No dreams or anything abnormal remembered
4) Got up around 12, had wash and now at 3.20pm feel like ive finally finished breakfast. Is this procrastination no idea but I have things set up to do today.
5) I feel lazy today though aware I should get something done however little. I feel I need more sleep and more rest to really give my body the energy its lost from poor sleep.
6) Ive always had a 'fear' of lack of time. As if I have so much to do and never enough time. I have had similar thoughts as I come to the realisation that im close to the end of my course and yet have so much more to learn and understand.
7) Also have enjoyed not listening to the sub. Its not as if listening to the sub is even an issue yet I feel less stressed when I have my off days as today i feel a relief ive not had to play the sub. This is very very odd considering ive no logical reason to even feel this way :/ So yes the temptation to have 3 off days came into my mind but I of course wont be going backwards.
1) Set myself up to sleep early and get as much sleep as I possibly could. Slept around 12-1am and woke at 6am then slept then woke around 10am and finally around 11am sat up as couldnt sleep any more.
2) Felt lazy for 1 hour sat in bed playing on my phone etc.
3) No dreams or anything abnormal remembered
4) Got up around 12, had wash and now at 3.20pm feel like ive finally finished breakfast. Is this procrastination no idea but I have things set up to do today.
5) I feel lazy today though aware I should get something done however little. I feel I need more sleep and more rest to really give my body the energy its lost from poor sleep.
6) Ive always had a 'fear' of lack of time. As if I have so much to do and never enough time. I have had similar thoughts as I come to the realisation that im close to the end of my course and yet have so much more to learn and understand.
7) Also have enjoyed not listening to the sub. Its not as if listening to the sub is even an issue yet I feel less stressed when I have my off days as today i feel a relief ive not had to play the sub. This is very very odd considering ive no logical reason to even feel this way :/ So yes the temptation to have 3 off days came into my mind but I of course wont be going backwards.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
