06-27-2021, 11:45 AM
Day 40/180 ON #1- SUN 27 June - (1st day of 3 loops - before was 2 loops 2 days on and 2 days off) - part 2
1) so since point #8 in previous post yes ive been more active than I have been the last few days. As per my posts ive been somewhat lazy and lazier than normal but today ive been more pro-active and getting on with things and tasks.
I havent been as productive as I want to be that is the ultimate goal but ive been a LOT more active in doing my chores etc and its been nice
2) So this is a weird one but let me explain. I take a while to have a shower. I had the intention of having a shave first which takes me a while too as I like to do it properly and then ill jump into the shower. I started with brushing my teeth and as I was doing that I was looking at the time, it was 6pm here and I was getting that feeling and urge to leave the shave and just jump into the shower. I wasnt sure but at the time I felt and thought this was me procrastinating on shaving if that even makes sense. I mean there was no reason why I couldnt have a simple facial shave but the thought that it was going to be time consuming and such made me want to not do it.
HOWEVER somehow I started washing my face and applying the shaving gel. I overcome that thought of procrastinating to just get it done.
Is this even what happened, is this possible i dont know but its what im sharing lol
3) So I mentioned feeling of bliss and today ive felt good. Let me put this into context. I havent been feeling absolutely fucking amazing but the last few days or week atleast were full of laziness and boredom. Today im back to the normal person and perhaps more chilled and ofcourse today ive been proactive. After 3 loops and feeling this I thought that the sub hadnt worked since I was expecting hopefully to feel shit lol but ive read shannon say its a sign its working so wow!!!
4) So as well as ticking tasks off my to do list today i had to wash dishes, boring but extra boring at 10pm (now is 10.41pm) and well without any real issues I just went and did it.
5) I then came back and thought id see if Shannon had replied to my question about how to increase from 3 to 4 loops and when I read that he said this 'bliss' indicates the subs working all of today made more sense (https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Shann...#pid246608) and thats when I thought ok then maybe my proactiveness, however small today is good data to share.
I mean I did alot, im speaking of tasks that I avoid cos they are tiring like stripping the sheets off the bed and duvet and pillows and then putting fresh sheets and covers on to them all and then loading the washing machine and then taking the laundry out and getting the trash all together etc its just been effortless today
anyway as shannon said ill stick to 3 loops and see how it goes.
1) so since point #8 in previous post yes ive been more active than I have been the last few days. As per my posts ive been somewhat lazy and lazier than normal but today ive been more pro-active and getting on with things and tasks.
I havent been as productive as I want to be that is the ultimate goal but ive been a LOT more active in doing my chores etc and its been nice
2) So this is a weird one but let me explain. I take a while to have a shower. I had the intention of having a shave first which takes me a while too as I like to do it properly and then ill jump into the shower. I started with brushing my teeth and as I was doing that I was looking at the time, it was 6pm here and I was getting that feeling and urge to leave the shave and just jump into the shower. I wasnt sure but at the time I felt and thought this was me procrastinating on shaving if that even makes sense. I mean there was no reason why I couldnt have a simple facial shave but the thought that it was going to be time consuming and such made me want to not do it.
HOWEVER somehow I started washing my face and applying the shaving gel. I overcome that thought of procrastinating to just get it done.
Is this even what happened, is this possible i dont know but its what im sharing lol
3) So I mentioned feeling of bliss and today ive felt good. Let me put this into context. I havent been feeling absolutely fucking amazing but the last few days or week atleast were full of laziness and boredom. Today im back to the normal person and perhaps more chilled and ofcourse today ive been proactive. After 3 loops and feeling this I thought that the sub hadnt worked since I was expecting hopefully to feel shit lol but ive read shannon say its a sign its working so wow!!!
4) So as well as ticking tasks off my to do list today i had to wash dishes, boring but extra boring at 10pm (now is 10.41pm) and well without any real issues I just went and did it.
5) I then came back and thought id see if Shannon had replied to my question about how to increase from 3 to 4 loops and when I read that he said this 'bliss' indicates the subs working all of today made more sense (https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Shann...#pid246608) and thats when I thought ok then maybe my proactiveness, however small today is good data to share.
I mean I did alot, im speaking of tasks that I avoid cos they are tiring like stripping the sheets off the bed and duvet and pillows and then putting fresh sheets and covers on to them all and then loading the washing machine and then taking the laundry out and getting the trash all together etc its just been effortless today
anyway as shannon said ill stick to 3 loops and see how it goes.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
