Day 37 ON - Thurs 24 June - ON #2 - part 2
1) I've been productive since my last update of 2hrs ago doing things pretty much nonstop and not feeling lazy even though my pace is relaxed and not quick or stressful.
2) I came across a profile on my tinder of a beautiful girl I saw at uni only 2 days ago. I have ran out of likes to be able to swipe on her not that it matters as I failed to make an impression 2 days ago when i tried to talk to her outside the uni office and on tinder I dont have my face on my profile as I prefer my privacy lol Point of this data entry is that I showed my friend via whatsapp her profile and that I actually came across her at uni, which is rare as most on tinder are strangers in real life. He was amazed at her beauty and said he would see if he can find her on instagram and try his luck. I felt jealousy. I dont know if jealousy is based on fear in anyway but I wanted to offer context here too to help for hindsight.
3) The student loans (refer to point 5 from previous post) issue. They had emailed my family who deal on my behave as im usually abroad so could miss letters sent by them, and family spoke to me and showed me the email they sent. Normally dealing with them or anything similar may create fear inside me but this time instead of fear I was angry and confident and happy to deal with them though the lazy side of me was happy to delegate it to family but alas I spoke to the student loans organisation without anger I should add but with zero fear and dealt with the issue.
1) I've been productive since my last update of 2hrs ago doing things pretty much nonstop and not feeling lazy even though my pace is relaxed and not quick or stressful.
2) I came across a profile on my tinder of a beautiful girl I saw at uni only 2 days ago. I have ran out of likes to be able to swipe on her not that it matters as I failed to make an impression 2 days ago when i tried to talk to her outside the uni office and on tinder I dont have my face on my profile as I prefer my privacy lol Point of this data entry is that I showed my friend via whatsapp her profile and that I actually came across her at uni, which is rare as most on tinder are strangers in real life. He was amazed at her beauty and said he would see if he can find her on instagram and try his luck. I felt jealousy. I dont know if jealousy is based on fear in anyway but I wanted to offer context here too to help for hindsight.
3) The student loans (refer to point 5 from previous post) issue. They had emailed my family who deal on my behave as im usually abroad so could miss letters sent by them, and family spoke to me and showed me the email they sent. Normally dealing with them or anything similar may create fear inside me but this time instead of fear I was angry and confident and happy to deal with them though the lazy side of me was happy to delegate it to family but alas I spoke to the student loans organisation without anger I should add but with zero fear and dealt with the issue.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
