06-16-2021, 09:40 PM
Ran my regular loop.
Although my dad is good and a intelligent man but he is socially inapt.
In my dream yesterday, he was acting completely sadistic. Treating me like a dog (that is the image I remember from the dream)
I stood up and explained him about his behaviour and made him shut up and won the argument.
After waking up, I had small argument with him again, but my behaviour of holding a strong argument remained.
And by the end, I realised. My subconscious treats him wrongly . My dad is just bad in some social settings and can come out looking harsh because he doesn’t have the patience to have proper conversation .
Will run loops today again.
Note:- my understanding about loops and rest days is , get enough of them to have the program running in my mind during the rest days and do this sustainable long term.
Although my dad is good and a intelligent man but he is socially inapt.
In my dream yesterday, he was acting completely sadistic. Treating me like a dog (that is the image I remember from the dream)
I stood up and explained him about his behaviour and made him shut up and won the argument.
After waking up, I had small argument with him again, but my behaviour of holding a strong argument remained.
And by the end, I realised. My subconscious treats him wrongly . My dad is just bad in some social settings and can come out looking harsh because he doesn’t have the patience to have proper conversation .
Will run loops today again.
Note:- my understanding about loops and rest days is , get enough of them to have the program running in my mind during the rest days and do this sustainable long term.
