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debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-08-2021
Some background,
I had run OF v2 before. But it was not a easy ride. That is the main reason I moved on. Didn’t use any sub for a while until AOL.
Recently came back to the site and to my surprise OFv3 is out!!
I knew for a long now. Fear is one thing I have to work on, rest of the things will fall in place after that.
Started my loop on 03/06/21
So today is my second day of second run. Running 2 loops masked. 2 days on 3 days off.
Hope this will be a good record of my experience. And will help me do some course corrections on the way.
Day 6/183
RE: debugging with OFv3 - GreekGod22 - 06-08-2021
Just curious in what ways was OFv2 not an easy ride for you.
RE: debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-09-2021
(06-08-2021, 11:30 PM)GreekGod22 Wrote: Just curious in what ways was OFv2 not an easy ride for you.
As I remember , i got lot more dreams. Sometimes too graphic or explicit. Like I dream about a situation which triggers my fear
I use to get scared during my sleep but I remember I use to recover from it by the end of the dreams. And I tell my self how to resolve it or why I am thinking about it in wrong way.
That happened alot of times.
It did feel like sub was working through my fears. Like I use to dream about fear of height, after I get dreams of same theme several times and after I am able process it . Theme would change.
I wish I had written about it in the forum. I can only remember so much.
RE: debugging with OFv3 - GreekGod22 - 06-09-2021
(06-09-2021, 01:21 AM)vida Wrote:That is very much what I experience too.(06-08-2021, 11:30 PM)GreekGod22 Wrote: Just curious in what ways was OFv2 not an easy ride for you.
As I remember , i got lot more dreams. Sometimes too graphic or explicit. Like I dream about a situation which triggers my fear
I use to get scared during my sleep but I remember I use to recover from it by the end of the dreams. And I tell my self how to resolve it or why I am thinking about it in wrong way.
That happened alot of times.
It did feel like sub was working through my fears. Like I use to dream about fear of height, after I get dreams of same theme several times and after I am able process it . Theme would change.
I wish I had written about it in the forum. I can only remember so much.
RE: debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-09-2021
very tired after 2 loop in the morning and working rest of the day.
One thing I was looking forward with this sub is realising when fear surfaces and then my conscious mind resolves the situation.
I was expecting that because that is what I observed in previous versions.
I feel like this version is parallelising those steps.
That is, realising the fear and rationally resolving it are happening simultaneously.
That is the best description of that I am experiencing.
Will update about this again if it becomes more obvious.
RE: debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-09-2021
Not exhausted anymore after good night sleep. I will modify my run based on suggestion below link..
I don’t want to spend the day like a zombie. So, will run 2 loop with 2 days on 2 days off of masked version from next cycle.
I have a feeling I am getting used to masked version and I can feel the program running in my mind even when I am not listening to it. It feels more like a state change.
Hybrid version is not something I want to start listening to. I want to deviate as little as possible from recommendation.
https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-whome-OF3?pid=245552#pid245552
RE: debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-09-2021
About dreams:
Can remember two of them.
Unsurprisingly both about on going world event.
First was about getting covid test , doctor was very unhygienic and was using metal buds wrapped with cotton.
Second was about black fungus.
RE: debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-13-2021
Missed my loops yesterday.I will do it today.
RE: debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-16-2021
Ran my regular loop.
Although my dad is good and a intelligent man but he is socially inapt.
In my dream yesterday, he was acting completely sadistic. Treating me like a dog (that is the image I remember from the dream)
I stood up and explained him about his behaviour and made him shut up and won the argument.
After waking up, I had small argument with him again, but my behaviour of holding a strong argument remained.
And by the end, I realised. My subconscious treats him wrongly . My dad is just bad in some social settings and can come out looking harsh because he doesn’t have the patience to have proper conversation .
Will run loops today again.
Note:- my understanding about loops and rest days is , get enough of them to have the program running in my mind during the rest days and do this sustainable long term.
RE: debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-21-2021
Ran loops during sleep.
Some random dreams can’t remember.
But one interesting thing happened,
I usually wake up suddenly every morning, like I missed a flight.
Today, I didn’t feel that fear or sense of urgency moment when I woke from sleep.
I slowly unwinded staying in comfort zone. Much better experience than waking up like something is on fire.
Just saw pre orders for ‘male enhancements, might pre order if I remember later but no intention of using it until I am done OFv3.
I am enjoying this run of V3.
RE: debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-22-2021
I have some discomfort today.
Could be the fear of change..
I could be approaching a break through.
Such a powerful sub this is..
RE: debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-25-2021
Ran hybrid loops yesterday .. will see how it effects me in tonight’s run . And decided if I want to run hybrid from now on or go back to running masked version.
I am keeping track of other threads and especially what Shannon has to say about it.
Got my second dose of Covid vaccine. So a little tried today.
RE: debugging with OFv3 - Z-Man - 06-25-2021
(06-25-2021, 06:17 AM)vida Wrote: Ran hybrid loops yesterday .. will see how it effects me in tonight’s run . And decided if I want to run hybrid from now on or go back to running masked version.
I am keeping track of other threads and especially what Shannon has to say about it.
Got my second dose of Covid vaccine. So a little tried today.
Good luck with that 2nd shot. I got mine on Wed and just feeling better now. It does make you tired and sub make you tired. Don't be surprise if you are exhausted.
RE: debugging with OFv3 - vida - 06-26-2021
After running 2 hybrid loops for 2 days now, I didn’t feel same kind of effect I felt when I ran masked version.
In masked version, I felt the program running in my head.
But with hybrid I feel like there is too much information to process.
I felt tired after listening to two loops, but I will see how it effects me over the off days.
right now I am leaning toward going back to masked version.