(06-04-2021, 02:22 PM)Shannon Wrote: Maybe some part of you is excited because it is working and that means freedom for it?
Makes sense.
Day 6, On
Today went by fast. Today's theme is apathy. There was a general lack of interest in doing anything at all
No enthusiasm for games that I regularly play or concern to the people I talk to. I don't feel the usual emotions I get regarding the person I desire. Even the thought of her, feels nothing.
Saturday, June 5th, 1am. Just got home from a drink with my buddy. Went to bed and spun up my phone game. The girl I liked messaged me so we chatted for a bit until we slept.
8am I woke up but not ready to get up. I put on my earbuds and started OF v3 at 8/15 volume this time. I fell asleep and woke up 930am. I usually just lay in bed awake around this time but today I actually fell asleep again.
Got up and played competitive fps with friends for 3 hours. This was hard to do today for some reason, I just didn't feel playing today.
Around 1pm I layed down in the couch to relax and listen to a podcast. Didn't intend to but I immediately fell asleep until 5pm. I've always had trouble taking a nap (mostly lay down eyes closed and not sleeping) but this just happened so fast.
Late night I wondered, I've only spoken to my brother today and don't have the energy to chat with the girl I like or the other people I usually chat.
23 minutes past midnight right now wondering how Saturday just flew right by.
