16/180
Day 16 ON - June 3 - ON #1 - part 2
Just went to the bathroom and suddenly saw a large spider walking across the floor. More like a daddly long leg in size but was a spider.
Did I get a rush of anxiety yes. Because the spider was walking slowly it didnt cause me to freak out as much as I would usually but indication this fear will take time to deal with for sure. I dealt with the bugger but cant tell if my reaction was same or less than usual sadly. I tried hard to analyse it but it all came and went by too quick.
Day 16 ON - June 3 - ON #1 - part 2
Just went to the bathroom and suddenly saw a large spider walking across the floor. More like a daddly long leg in size but was a spider.
Did I get a rush of anxiety yes. Because the spider was walking slowly it didnt cause me to freak out as much as I would usually but indication this fear will take time to deal with for sure. I dealt with the bugger but cant tell if my reaction was same or less than usual sadly. I tried hard to analyse it but it all came and went by too quick.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
