06-02-2021, 08:04 PM
15/180
Day 15 OFF - June 2 - OFF #3 - Part 2
Strangest thing. So I came on as usual at night onto my laptop and did everything else I needed to but then closed my laptop and got ready for bed without updating my journal. I then come back onto my laptop and deal with more pressing matters and only now pushed myself to update the journal when usually im more motivated so perhaps I dunno actually.
Anyway after my first post (previous above) I went down and without even thinking about food/breakfast or anything I decided I will call the sportscar showroom and ask them 101 questions about the car I see as my 1st dream ideal car. 1st as its easier to afford that then others even though affording this will take a year or more atleast lol
The point is I didnt plan to do this nor intended to I just did it. I called them up and asked them all I needed to about the financing options etc things to give me a clear picture of what im aiming for once I graduate and work hard to read this goal. Why did I have the urge to do this I have no idea but I did.
After this the rest of the day seems really insignificant and nothing out of the ordinary to be honest. I dont have any fears or anxieties today and im travelling soon and have no qualms/fears/issues around that either.
Cant really thing of anything else at this stage.
oh and it was my 3rd day off and I wondered if I should reduce it to 2 instead but it is a thought that comes and goes but doesnt really stick or give me any push. The initial thoughts I had seemed stronger and I wonder if that was because listening to Shannon's subs for 1 hour a day just felt strangely insufficient as were used to it being so many loops and hours long multiple times a week. Either way ill see as Ive said previously as to how I feel once im abroad at uni and see if changing it to 2 days ON makes sense but currently no real desire or push to just some thoughts of consideration perhaps.
Day 15 OFF - June 2 - OFF #3 - Part 2
Strangest thing. So I came on as usual at night onto my laptop and did everything else I needed to but then closed my laptop and got ready for bed without updating my journal. I then come back onto my laptop and deal with more pressing matters and only now pushed myself to update the journal when usually im more motivated so perhaps I dunno actually.
Anyway after my first post (previous above) I went down and without even thinking about food/breakfast or anything I decided I will call the sportscar showroom and ask them 101 questions about the car I see as my 1st dream ideal car. 1st as its easier to afford that then others even though affording this will take a year or more atleast lol
The point is I didnt plan to do this nor intended to I just did it. I called them up and asked them all I needed to about the financing options etc things to give me a clear picture of what im aiming for once I graduate and work hard to read this goal. Why did I have the urge to do this I have no idea but I did.
After this the rest of the day seems really insignificant and nothing out of the ordinary to be honest. I dont have any fears or anxieties today and im travelling soon and have no qualms/fears/issues around that either.
Cant really thing of anything else at this stage.
oh and it was my 3rd day off and I wondered if I should reduce it to 2 instead but it is a thought that comes and goes but doesnt really stick or give me any push. The initial thoughts I had seemed stronger and I wonder if that was because listening to Shannon's subs for 1 hour a day just felt strangely insufficient as were used to it being so many loops and hours long multiple times a week. Either way ill see as Ive said previously as to how I feel once im abroad at uni and see if changing it to 2 days ON makes sense but currently no real desire or push to just some thoughts of consideration perhaps.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
